if a song

could get me a boyfriend:)


hahaha.
yummay. chemistry test was pretty easy:)
hahaars. managed to answer all questions, but yaaah. I think the result is expected

obviously lols.

I wonder how many time i guffawed in Social studies Class today,
their jokes were lame. but hahahaha.


that's it,

the last day of sch, - tmr,
and another 4 weeks to go,
before mid year exam,
then remedial, + elective.

wohoo! i cant wait for the beauty coarse.
I ain't pretty. that's WHY, hahahahhaa.

yes i did.

I just wished that i can think twice before i make a decision or an action + think about the consequences ahead.qua đường Pictures, Images and Photos
knowing that I have made the worst action today, I wished AGAIN, that everything will be fine.
Final year. It does nt mean i can ruin my own life. Hogging everything like I'm the only one who deserve ____.
somehow, I heard my heart's voices.
it's better late than never.
i hope so.

maybe i need to think thrice after this.

bye!
would u give me a break for a while?

trust me just for a while:D




messy-me.

the end.

hi -_-

peppos(:

Yesterday was freaking tiresome.
ish. i hate doing coarse work.SERIOUSLY.
i'd rather spend my precious time doing something else than
contemplating on my project and wondering how could i finish everything by 5 weeks.

++,i wished i could have more and moreeeee time to spend on studies. YEkk ;p


ok enough greene.enough.

(time time ni jugak nak tukar nama jadi greene) ew. -____-

er,then..

i slept at 10+ right after i read 'child X' EWSH.

(i just checked my phone ths morning)
i discovered 2 misscalled from anonymousoooo-__-
at first i just ignored.
after a while, i stared at the number again and again


ohyeah.im not telling you the loveydovey story like-

'oh yeh that number belongs to my crush!omg omg!'

or

'haa? this is sooooooooobizzare(-.-'). he(the most handsome boy in sch and etc)
called me last night?for what?woow!



-_____-


erm,after awhile i noticed that why the number was'nt from this country's code,neither my own country:)

so decided to google,
i was effin flabbergasted with the result.
the country code belongs to saudi-arabiaaa

i wonder whose number is that:)
and of coarse mamy aka
(syamim the most handsome an outstanding boy in the world)
came into my mind.
ohyeah realizing that now he's still in jordan. or jamaica? ha mamy?
and NOT arabia, i tilt my head then think of another handsomeboy.
(hahahaha.geli sgt.im a flirt. ew.)




bye.
I was home by 5+ .
God knows how pathetic i was today.
Remedial lessons was extremely lame.
i was supposed to finish my lesson at 2pm. Hish.
yet,i still left my project unfinished.;"(
there's always tomorrow for me.
Yay.

i left my purse at home.
seriously. was tempted to buy the yummy dummy meals.
since i just have 4 dollar,(urged my dad to pass me 4 dollar when i discovered i did'nt bring money) I just bought a burger and cut-fruits
yek ;( i want that 'yummy dummy'.
i shall try new blueberry waffle frm the fruit's stall:D
teheee!


hemm,tilll then

been so busy right now.
i have a re-test for maths tmr. duh!



byee(:

sorry lah

i was supposed to go home with my Nani today.
but then, i changed my mind and went straight to the BM library.
returning book, as usual.
kesiaannnn Nani.

err I have told u guys that emily franklin was awesome KAN?

go and grab her books at the nearest bookstore NOW!
promote.promote;) hahahaa.


ok then chiooo.

i gotta a feeling wohooo(:

goin for a jog!whey!
its been awhile dah!
ayommaaa.

report book: collected.
fuyoh! :D i thought i'd failed my English,coz the tests given was effing absurd.
i tell u haaaa. ABSURDLY LAME. 0.0 trust me.
included with the Reading compilation pulak tu!
in the end,i managed to get grade 3. ecewwah! :)
surprisingly! i got grade 5 for Combined humanities.OHmy!
i'll try my best for the next test:D
ohya. combined science result was awesooooooooooome. I likeee;p


bye!








off.
emily franklin was awesome!

supremely enchanting okay! :)

bye!

heartos

HERE I AM,
at the point
where i bewilder if i could be luckier(":
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Each day,
I wonder how could i be amiable towards my fellows
I hate the feeling of being secluded from the real world.
isolated from my friends whom i admire the most,


isolated from those acquaintance whom i wished,
i could get to know them better.
it's just a matter of time kan?

Tmr is a new start for the new term :)
hoping that i can enjoy my school days to the fullest
that's it.My invincible wish.
repeat,this is so real:D virtually hopeless.
ergh.



God,i'm yearning all the bad feelings to disperse instantly please?

goodnews,

new handbag! :D
hahars.I was ought to buy new pair of shoes;p
but thenn ... -.-'

ahhh whtever.

I just loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my new handbag;p

aww.and i loveeeeee my homeworks too! lolsx.

.

why does __ has to be sooooo unreachable right now? EM,maybe
___ doesnt know that i need her right now.
That's the fact.
Nevertheless,__ should know this;(
coz for me,__ deserve to be called:



the other half of me.

but.urgh,

i feel the ripping sensation:The hurt that happens when im honest with myself:"(

hehh!

rise and shine greene!
today i've set a goal. (eceeeehceh!)
wanted to complete chemistry and social studies homework!wooho!
Fact,i have great backlog of works! huhuhuuu,still having temptation to go for a window shopping
huh! oh that's another fact.I have no money. Window shopping will be fine for me. . :"(

Now, I'm still working on chemistry. Hahaas! Planning for a picnic at Sentosa Island by this week:)
before weekends,which is mean either today or tmr?
ahhha.not sure.

WAITING FOR SCH RE-OPEN is the worst feeling ever.
herrm,

mesti aku tak rasa macam ni

love letter.
eh
bukan aku nak hantar kat bestfriend ke?

(surat yang tersirat)
p/s:Kalau kau tahu apa yang aku rasa,
mesti kau tak buat macam ni.
Kalau aku faham apa yang kau rasa,
mesti aku tk rasa macam ni
kalau kau tahu apa yang aku harapkan
mesti aku tak rasa macam ni
kalau aku tahu apa yang kau harapkan
mesti aku tak rasa macam ni



kalau aku tak pernah rasa,mesti aku tak tahu ape sebanarnya perasaan ini
kalau aku tahu apa yang aku kata,mesti aku tak tulis macam ni.

eh?aku kata KALAU. -.-'

eh you,

YesterdayI stepped into the sch compound,
my heart races as I saw 'quite a number of students' wandering in the DNT workshop
how i wish - could be there for that particular moment?
mustering-up all my strength, walked briskly toward the DNI workshop.
I peek through the main door,then i spotted your bestfrans.merely your bestfran.ohmyyy:"(
I turned back,strolled reluctantly to my classroom for the Geo consultation.
my heart sank.How am I suppose to tell you my feeling? Your enigmatic gestures queried me in silence.

[queries that u already knew the answer?]
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I'd like to acknowledge u,
i have responded your silence queries long time ago.though,I just keep the words partially expressed.



goodbye my almost lover.

a day WITH CLARA

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Hooho,We took the same bus :Dreaching sch,for GEO + Socialstudiesss consultation. then,went the nearest library to attempt our English homework then,reached home at 4+,havin lunch. I got a msg frm clara saying tht she's leaving house at 5+ so i was rushing and meet her at the guard house,woohoo!
She handed me her hamster:D she said she perpetually ill-treat her hamster,so she decided to give me one! awww.so sweet;)
then,we spent approximately 3 hours at my house:),apart from going for a jog(as planned),we watched youtube and captured some pictures(; and i taught her some malay words too! :D


bye. I hate my brotha when they urge me to stop using computer-.-'

FINE,

trip to london

fake
back to the real life lolsx!
Trip to Msia did'nt go as planned.frustrated.yeah I am. :"(
At first i was really agog reaching my homies;) meeting close-relatives and stuff
At last,due to my dad's laziness ,We had to stay for 2 days at my [negligence hometown?]
ohmy.he was supposed to drive us to our so-called-homies tau!
God knows how pathetic i was.Dusty room,toilet without adequate amenities.the lame pipe water and stuff,with the weird insects! Nevertheless, i realized that im soo fortunate for having at least kampung :') to brag on.wohoo
i miss my grandparents.God bless them,Aminnnn.
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so yah,recently my mood swings tremendously.i feel so bad. i treated my people with no manners:(
and easily get emotional. I nearly cry at the bus station today just because the silly matter.
Im turning 17 soon! 0.0 how lame is that.signed up for private candidates, i feel relief a bit.
but actually im not. hohs. then,checking emails(: Finally! I can log into my Edu Web! Yay for me! Yay for the Edu-suppporter who helped me reset my username. Hhahass.But then,I could'nt find the notes given by the teacher:(

gimme a break.

bye!

hey!

I feel goooooddd:)

ahahas, knowing that nobody reads my blog was the greatest feeling ever:D
Bye!


today>heartache.

blocked.

i just realized that my own lil brother,has blocked me form his FB frenlist. I felt kinda horrible but frankly,its been a week since the last day i talk to him. he hack my FB then get scolded by me regarding stalking+some other reasons. FAIR ENOUGH? and i threatened him to block me from his friend list. To my surprise,He did!

And I'm still waiting for his apologetic for being kinda rude towards his own sister(me). But then,till now,
there's no sign that he would ask for forgiveness.
I don't feel like dwell on this tiny lil problem here. but,expressing my thought make me feel better.I guess so:)

oh yay. sch has ended for this term(:
I hope i can cope well for the subsequent terms.
I was kinda worried about my studies,and coarse work.
Im not ready for any examination.but I have to -.-'

and secondly, Im going to sign up for -private spm candidate- 2010.

awwwww. scary ouch. I have no ideas how am i going to sit for the MALAY.SEJARAH.and PENDIDIKAN ISLAM. wheeews. I know its sounds scary. but i repeat, I HAVE TO. -.-' veraciously,Im not ready for anything. including for my N level this year. awwsh. but in order to be promoted and sit for the O level,I have to passed my N level!!!! -.-'

wish me luck guys,it's just the matter of time.


:)enjoying my sch break for 3 days!
i should spend the rest of my 'free time'
revising and doing homework aite?
i hope so.
but i want to watch A MOVIE! >.<


aleen please?


wohooo!bye,

yay,

my blog knows me well,
thanks.