the truth i couldnt stand wth ur att.thats the main point of today's entry
i was paid for what i have said yeah. perhaps uh.
i was accidentally blurt out
'jyeah, i used to be a heartbroken yaa.ya.lalala'
and for me, it was just a joke. there was a girl surprised with the line
tht i have quoted
while some of them just ignored. herm.
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sakit hati betul tau. hilang mood terus tadi. dah lah balik tengah panas
dia pulak macam tu. and i was like.. THE .. ... .. .. -.-'
after 13 years of education, of course i dont expect to meet that kind of teacher.
sedih tau. it was my first time kenal teacher like her, and i hope it would be the last one.
seriously (i have said this repeatedly on previous entries)
so yeah. as i said she's my teacher. and why must i hate her . grrr-
well i guess she likes to test my patient.
she kept annoying me with her attitude. ohmy.
i rather swallow half the moon than swallow the pain that she gave me.SOMETIMES. DANG.
well, she's not that teruk actually, shes my teacher.(again)-.-' so apa apa pun mesti hargai dia sayangdia amboi amboi semuaa... so, past few weeks, i dah vowed to myself.
telan je apa apa pun. dia bukan kejam sangat pun. mungkin saya je yg terlebih emo ya?
but then. i still felt discriminated. tahu tak?
so tadi dah la dia 'tahu' abt the tmr's compe.
since dia pun related gak kot ngn compe esok. tp instead of that, dia just tny 'r u goin for the compe tmr?' then when i said yes, i was expecting that she could give me support, and myb some advices ke.hape. tahulah compe esok tu MAYBE SENANG KCANG GORENG LAH KOT. tp nmpk sgt mcm bias kot. mcm tk layan je aku yg mcm tunggul ni. herm redha. so i bla.
then as i cudnt find the teacher tht i was supposed to meet n pass her my card,
i decided lah nak kasi the card to 'this' teacher and mybe dia boleh tolong pass kan. well dia nak masuk staffroom kot? so carik kan la kejap. yelah tolong-.-''
then she said pergi la cari dia.
i said i malu nak guna intercom. watahel am i talking abt, but thts the truth.
i've never ever use the intercom since entah billa ya.
then she was like jauh jah like tak nak tolong and she said she didnt kno teacher tu kat mana.
nasib baik dfghjklkjhf, MY FORM TEACHER yg kind enuff, nmpk yg i dah heartbroke kat situ
sbb tkde org nk tolong tgkkn teachr tht i hve been looking for tu kat dlm staffroom, dia volunteered herself nk tolong i carikkan,.
after a few SECONDS, my form teacher informed me dia (cikgu yg i cari)tak da
SENANG KAN?
so i still rasa sedih bila teacher tadi tu buat i mcm tu. takpa takpa. sabar ni
sekian,
p/s: mira saya punya english ni tahape hape je. tk payah la import saya ya.-.-'''