urgh

each time i see my fb profile,
i keep crossing my two fingers.
hopping that she'd post something on my wall
or.. bla bla bla.

each time i log on to my ym.
i'd definitely hope that she appears 'online'

and each time i see my phone.
i always hope that her name would flash on the
phone screen. WITHOUT me start the convo -.-

when i saw her name, appeared ONLINE on any social net,
i feel my heart jumping around with joy. i mean yeah. i really want to be
'near her'
BUT THEN . .

urgh. i shouldnt continue writing this crapps.
it hurts me. badly.


you dont need to do the 'ritual' of saying hi.hello.missy.lovey.dovey.sweetie.yippy.thingy. to
show me your 'care' i dont need them if i actually know that u didnt mean it.


this is not about unrequited love.
well, it's mybe an UNREQUITED friendship.
er sortt of.. . .

if u actually know that we're actually in the brink of saying goodbye to each other.