ok next. I dont know if many people know who's the real me. I act differently towards different people. some says imma motivator. back then, i just love givin advice or tried to console some friends who had problems. but at times, i get confused with myself. coz i cant find another friend, who acts LIKE ME. :o whoa. thats LAME.
i wonder why i ofen left in a lurch :?
i heard most of my friends say that I am soft-hearted. I accept everythg without complain regardless whether it can bring harm or benefit to me. -_______-' especially when someone says somethg bad abt me or mybe says somthg that MAY HURT MY FEELING (infront of me). I'd prefer to be quiet. or mybe find some logical answer to make the other person (who asked/said the unpleasant things infront of me), deluding him/her that actually (I AM FINE WHEN YOU ASK/SAID SOMETHING LIKE THAT) ohhhoo..
and yes.u can call me love to pretend infront of otha people. I am, indeed.
but being like 'that' doesnt make me feel bad. I think that was the best way to make everything go as smooth as it can be. when problem arises,I dont like to be rebellious. it worsen the problem aite? well i wish people would pretend in front of me just to ensre that they care about my feeling.
thank you.
oh people who knows me, mind your Ps and Qs whenever you're talking to me. i may be deceived you by my acts sand saying but inside me, no one knows the real feeling inside me.
wait. dont u think i just love to write the word FEELING in this blog? :/
so yeah. you know how much i love to vomit out abt feeling here(: