after a few times of snoozin'
yeahs. i felt good today.
havin breakfast, and get ready for sch
to collect my report book.
oh yeaa.. as i've seen my results for mye,
i didn't feel any kind of excitement of collecting the report book.
like ohmy! wht's my class position? how abt my grades?
***
i walked into the class, and signed.
gotcha. i looked through the result and i smiled.
i deserve that. oh i guess so:)
i didnt put much effort but i thnk,
the questions was quite understandable.
satisfied with my result, i called my mum and went off-
easy peasy.
the reason why i titled this post as 'disappointment'
is not because of my result.
for sure*
act its because i was vexed with the two _.
which i have known for a few months.
they both aren't the same but
seeing their etiquette 'today',
I can say that actually they both are equate to each otha.
just the matter of different people,different world
and different vexations. of course.
be matured. you're not six years old.
you're getting older. trust me.
sometimes
I cant bear with all this.
please bring me back to my
so called 'old-time'
where everything was far way better than now.
loads of pleasant memories.
loads of great people around
and loads of work
yet i still enjoyed doing every single thing
laughed and smiled endlessly.
even though sometimes
nasty and execrable things happen. huh.
that's my 'old-time'
and now, im tired with myself.
recapture the past again and again,
wishing that
everything is going to be normal again.
here am i,waiting. with patience.
