ironic

as the days went by, I realized that I am drifting further away.. from you
OKay. Lets start this all over again.
I dont mind to lose you. and now, I have another 'missions' that I need to accomplish :)

I wanna live a better life
Having a better friendship
and attaining a better result:) trying to do my best for
the upcoming exams
And spend more time with books ;0
I wanna have a stronger family bonding
so that they'll always be MY closest people till the end of my life:p

I like this feeling
It's like an ecstatic feeling which made me
smile even wider than before:)

say Goodbye memories and Hello future&forthcoming!

*im not sure how long would I remain impassive and temperate (remain COOL-.-')accepting the unexpected :0 Hoyeah! lets move one. (CEWAH)

'theres no need to miss someone from the past

coz there's a reason why he didnt make it to your future'

Phone calls.

Okay.act saya disini berduka lara sebab
keinginan dihati nak call nursyazleen zainal abidin tak kesampaian
memandangkan rumah beliau punya line selalu busy.
lalu sampai kesudah tak call. betapa rindu nya saya kat dia.

second nak call aishatul pula. malang sekali beliau sakit ya;(
so kang tak best la nak cakap phone kan. dah la harini BUFFTAX DIA
(tringat zaman gewdix ya. birthday nak tulis buftax) jauh menyimpang bunyinya-.-'
OK tu cukup

lepastu nak call wani. tapi takde cerita.. lagipunn yelah.
haritu punya haritu dah call.berserita panjang lebar.
sampaii musnah kredit den.
tapi takpe. anything for you wanie.
CEWAH.

D:

nak call aini.. err minggu lepas dah kan? lagipun dah takde cerita.. kadang kdang aku raasa nak call randommly. macam pilih sukahati call kawan2
tapi 1st membazir. second takde topik, TSSK:((

okay lepastu sebab kebosanan semalam,
sayaa tengok phone list.
rasa macam tak cukup syarat je. macam NAK JUGAK CALL ORANG.
then teringat mira.! LIKE sdfghkjl. selama ni kita bercinta guna comp
pastu chat chat jarak jauh segala...
tapi tak pernah tergerak hati nak call.
takut lah kan Call dia terus terkejut makhluk asing mana call dia
nio tepon dah lah pelik. ;p
tapi semalammmmm... NAK JUGAK!
so I msg her tny no rumah
(langkah pertama penjimatan.boleh cakap lama)
malang sekali takde. maju sgt orang sekarang semua sahabat handai takde phone rumah
ni aku bengang nih...

lantas. saya redha. call je la phone beliau.
dia tak tahu masa saya type no dia saya punya jantung macam nak tercabut
like HOMAIGOD nak cakap dengan orang yang dahh DUA BELAS TAHUN i tak jumpa
plus dia lah bestie sehidup semati dulu masa kat tadika.
boleh pulak buat jejak kasih malam tu :')
sekarang saya dan dia dah tujuh belas tahun.
nak cerita apa. topik pun takda.
lainlah dulu saya jadi tetamu jemputan khas nak mandi kolam plastik depa rumah
hari hari tunggu kereta pergi skolah sama sama semua.

*** ok sudah panjang merepek**


ok bila dia angkat phone je, punyalah takde tatasusilanya saya.
saya cakap macam ni

'er ni mira ke?'

TETTIBA bukan nak bagi salam kejadah :0
maaf ya mira. time tu tengah ada anxiety disorder. WAKAKA!
mula mula je awkward lama lama terus jadi geng ah :D


i kept asking her 'ade apa apa lagi?'
DFGHJK. maafkan saya lagik skali ya mira. time ni tgh clueless.
tak tahu nak cakap apa tapi sayang nak tmatkan perbualan disitu sahaja. tssk:D
pastu the end.

reflection selepas habis perbualan: SAYA RASA MIRA MALU NAK CAKAP NGAN SAYA SEBAB SAYA RASA SAYA BANYAK CAKAP DARI MIRA.

:') teruja

What a DAY

Okay nothing much to share about my shopping spree today
I just cud say that i finally managed to buy the -non-skimpy outfit-
I mean yeah. I wanna be a better person. and wearing more simple and casual outfit.
I put aside almost all of my dresses. but I still wanna keep them:'(
Now, I prefer wearing loong sleeve and jeans and yeah thats it.
being completely plain. its OKAY. nobody cares.

you are what you are.


That's it. I went to Charles n Keith, Surveyed for the new shoes.
I hate this. Im sooo picky at choosing shoes. and MOST OF THE TIME, I ended up buying
the worst shoes ever. (esp for hari raya)
and the most annoying thing is the prices. Yeah, I ve WASTED A LOT on shoes.
So yeah, I hate shoes actually =.=
Ok back to the point, I did not buy any shoes today. grr. no size. I told yeah IM SHRINKING since last week. (after i checked my height. (no link)
and now my abdomen, still aching. I cant even slouch and take a deeper breathe,
so now, im suffering from severe abdomen-ache, and short of breathe. WAKAKA. (not funny)


I was busy finding for my baju just now, then I saw a floral dress which never been worn at all.
pelupa GILA WEIH. frankly speaking THIS IS NOT THE FIRST time ;'(
grr.


third. I need to study. I realize tht i'd have NO TIME AT ALL TO REVISE ON GEOG,CHEM,PHYSIC,DESIGN,MATHS coz im going back to kampung for raya.
HELLO ORANG KAMPUNG gembira tak saya nak raya ngan awak? :D


and i'd try my best to cover up everything before 9sept* ALERT! (my birthday)
coz i gonna have lots of fun celebrating RAYA THIS YEAR. i missed my little kids new and old nieces and nephews, cousins, and closest relatives plus my awesome granny and atok im sure this year, my atok's house will be blasted with the AWESOME people all around:D
I missed looking after my little perky KIDS! (nephew nieces) while others are going to masjid for sembahyang raya and then in a nick of time, the house is flooded with hundreds of people:D and I love serving people with the juadah raya segala:D and replying mssges from friends and keep smiling for the whole day! seriously I miss those moments! I couldnt have it last year SO NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN (and no matter even if EXAM IS COMING)
I wanna be the happiest person celebrating raya tis year:) insyaallah...

WHOA. I can feel the 'aura' of hari raya. Cool eah?


:0


BYE!

everything starts from here

BYD:

be yourself day on 31st august.
Aww :/
truth to be told, im soo lookin forward to this day:) I mean yeah express yourself in the pool of crowd. Chey! last year was my 1st BYD. for me, it was quite fascinating to see almost all of your schoolmates wearing somethang different from the school uniform :-)
so yeah!last year, (i wore dress and jeans and put on my scarff. Hoyeah)
but then this year, I think i wanna make sthg different. I mean i dont feel like wearing sthg which is 'too girly' for me, just make it simple. long sleeve,jeans,flat, and scarf. ;p

WELL MAYBE. I havent decide act.

Today:

today, the all graduation classes were having mass run. i ran 2 round but i instantly felt breathless and worn out. SERIOUS. im fasting. that's the fact.
after recess, most of the pupils in my class just slacking. includin me :0
congrats to me. i ve wasted an hour in school today. THANK YOU

Tomorrow.

second shopping spree maybe? I have nt receive any allowance for raya this week. so tmr will do:) hope-so. Otherwise, I just spend my precious time at home, finishing the homework, and studying. . . . . .
heheheh!joking. that's soo impossible. Never in my life spending my dearest Saturday, studying.
I guess so:D


Next. jay.

the day went by. and i feel much closer to the end of THIS situation. one word. MISERABLE.
at one second i feel a bit relieve (dont need to think what's next)
but actually I scared to let 'them' go. I mean everything related to you?.
hush. *sigh...* I'll try my best not to cry when it's over and smile because it happened.
..

ugh.


Random people.
always give you more than enough chances to be polite towards me,
im not being demanding right here but yeah you should the most basic courtesy
while talking to the older people, your friends, family members and blah blah blah.



dah lah. BAI.

knock.knock

Herms, today during physED lesson I was called to
finish up my napha test, (which i thought I've passed EVERYTHING)
I tried to convince my teacher that I've passed long time ago.

1st reason: I dont want to do SIT UP
2nd reason: as i told ya. I 'thought' ..
3rd reason: Im fasting. Ya yaahh-.-'

reluctantly, I lied down on the mat..
then tried my best.
OK. I failed! grrr. blame my muscles. OK?
I used my neck to support my whole body and blah blah blah.
hohohos!
the end-.-' (i hate rambling anythg related to sport. thank you)

good news, I checked my weight and height. YAY!
soo contented with my NEW weight.. but then suspicious about my height-.-'
am i shrinking? Hahas, (not funny act)

So yeah. This weekend homework.
1)Development topic
2) maths past years papers


Er thats all. I wanna ring up my bestie tmr (maybe)
I miss her SO MUCHH. i miss webbies, chatting and talking to her.
i miss her looks and everythg about her.
xoxo.

note: sahabat handai yang I tak call bukan sebab I tak nak ya! act kalau boleh keep in touch thru internet I tak payah call lah kan?!

dont blame others

Sick of people around me.
No matter who you are and how close we 'were'
and now, I desperately need someone to confide with.
Sometimes I just can resist myself to put 'other people's feeling'
prior to my own feeling,
If I could turn back the time, I prefer to be with my besties.
They colored my days and treat me like best friends do.
I enjoyed my old-school days
and had tons of memories to be recalled.

Life is short, but there is always time for courtesy
-Ralph

quickie!

Oh yeah after i finished updated abt today, Then i realized that i missed out the whole story of the week. (sort of cuz the internet connettn was spoilt a few dys ago-.-)

So yeah! Friday everythg went so FINE!
the 'incidents' that I LIKED THE MOST.
*when i stayed back with Joey at the staffroom:D
AND THANKS A LOT FOR THAT jay. (new name)

okay saturday! Went out to enjoy a SPREE!
as I gonna sit for N's EXAM during the sept holidays.
so how am i goin to skip sch and have a GOOD HOLIDAY
at KL?! so yeah. Let's just put them aside. I dont think I need to buy MORE and MORE
clothes and stuff.





ok study JOM AH! 0.0

Lols

I dont know how many times I laughed today.
They just couldnt stop making me laugh endlessly:D

Me chitchatting with Kitty about RR ( singer)
then i was like.. eww! soo outdated. and how on earth she
blurted out that SHE LOVES RR-.-'' Im not really familiar abt RR actuallyy.
then she asked me why RR has the
beehive thingy on top of her head?!
HAHAHARS!

Oi kitty! (I hope you read this! ) Oi.Oi!

(sorry for those who dont understand what am i talkin abt)

then during Geog, Mr tried to speak 'fluent' malay language.
and it was damn FUNNEH!
he said he dont want to make me cry then (shows his muscles)
as he said he's power or sthg..
then i asked him to translate 'muscle' to the malay word.

he stuttered and tried to think the best malay word to replace MUSCLE.

then he said 'ayam' ( coz the muscle looks like meat or sthg?-.-')
then he changed to RENDANG!

homaigod. hahaha:D


ok thats it.

at the end of the day, I didnt feel contented as I suppose to feel.
I reckon life is just like THIS.

I met someone, then __ ruined my mood for the whole day.
THANK YOU.

quick updated.

:) Hello people and silent readers (ade ke) Wakaka!
I'm using Nina's lappy right now. Coz my lappy is not working!
not sure what's the probleamo deamor. Hahas!

So yeah for the very quick update, I just wanna sae BE HAPPY AND HAV FUN WITH YOUR LIFE
ok? HAHAHS. (being totally random right now)

next, im counting and recounting the days to the day of... losing my so called 'inspiration'?
I gonna miss you:') sheeeeeeeeesh.

currently im reading 3 books at one time.

1)In the name of god
2)Girl to the core
3)pucker up

well truth to be told, none of the book is interesting at all.
( act i had no time to spend on READING. i repeat, READING)

so yeah, tomorrow we're havin AMpowered on social studies and design and technology.
-.-'' and i planned to stay back with Joey and friends. (I hope I can play volleyball with lyn)
S0O RANDOM AGAIN. IM FASTING and still longing to play all those gameos. WAKAKA.

so yeah. raya dah dekat. sungguh tak sabar balik Malaysia ya.
We're soo close, yet so far haha!
im missing everythg related to my home country:(

1-People
2-FOOD
3-FOOD
4-FOOD

bila nak pegi bazaar ramadhann ni.rindu ok!??


ok dah rindukan penulis ni. sebab tk boleh online selalu dah;(

bangga nya cerita.

bangganya nak cerita kat sini.
tadi dah dapat mark for maths paper 2.
lalu dengan rasminya saya cakap.saya-gagal.
gagal by 3 marks. itu sungguh membanggakan -.-'
lagi membanggakan, hampir semua orang gagal paper 1
malah, budak paling pandai dalam kelas pun tinggalkan
saya dengan 11 markah dibelakang sahaja
saya bukan nak cakap apa lah. walaupun SEBELAS (bunyi macam banyak)
tapi.. tapi.. err. ape2 lah.
saya tak tahu angin apa si pembuat soalan buat
sampai sebegitu susah.
malang sekali, sahabat baik saya. (cewah)
dia pass OK. dah la pass. markah dia jauh tinggalkan saya.
so. saya taknak salahkan soalan susah.
saya nak cakap saya yang tak kerja keras -.-'

oleh itu. mari buat gerak gempur untuk paper 1
(yang selalunya lagi senang dan boleh difahami)
walaupun paper 1 tetap leceh nak kena ada working.
at least paper two punya working memang sangat sangat GILA.

oh ya takdi dapat paper 1 english. alhamdulillah pass:)
suka saya. sebab first time buat descriptive Qn masa exam.
boleh pass. saya bukan apa. saya dah give up buat narrative.
lagi banyak saya merepek lagi banyak hadiah kesalahan saya dapat.
bila tengok balik karangan sekarang, saya selalu bayangkan
reaksi penyemak kertas english saya masa form 3 dulu.
mesti dia gelak guling2 segala tengok paper saya-.-'
lepastu dia lupa nak bagi markah rendah rendah smpai terbagi A.
(dulu lah)

ish. tapi bagus jugak sebenarnya. wakaka.

lepastu cikgu baru bagitahu tadi. paper kitorg akan dibawa
ke Universty of Cambridge untuk disemak nanti.
Whoa sikit?!
sebenarnya saya dah tahu paper2 exam di set oleh cambridge.
cuma tak bayangkan paper saya akan terbang jauh sampai kesana
nanti lepas exam boleh tulis footnote kat bawah paper macam ni:

'paper ku sayang, awak tak payah balik. tunggu saya disana ok?'
ingat kamu dalam doaku.

ok dah habis pasal exam,
pasal ehemmmmm.hem, hemmmm,

happy bila tengok awak happy.
lainkali buat lagi ok:D
kalau smua ni dah berakhir,
ada dua tempat saya akan rindu
pertama design block. secondly library.
paling penting. awak lah kot.

OK DAH HABIS SESI (ee nak muntah saya baca entri dia)
saya habiskan semuanya disini.

sekian:')

dreamyreamy.

hello! semalam kan kan.. berangan nak masak kan. then, I google abt lasagna. then terus cari bahan! AND THEN MASAK! :D aww. yummy tau! cuma tk brapa sgt sebab guna tomato tin-.-'
yang tomato spaghetti tu dah expired. lols. suka sangat sebab yang creamy sauce rase macam mashed potato! AWWW! (puji masakan sendiri) ok. tapi malangnya sebab tomato FGHJKSDHGJ,
ia menjadi terlebih masin dan mungkin saya tk reti sukat? almaklumlah orang berpuasa buat juadah mmg slalu salah sukatan sukatan ni. wakaka. lalu semalam, sempat juga saya berterawih:D
suka saya.
herm, hari ni kann.. seronok tau.sebab dah takde paper, so semua lessons pun macam seronokkk je! time FT time semua relax2 tapi buat survey smpai 3 helai.-.-' so time tu dah tak berapa nak relax sebenarnya. time chemistry lagi cuak. buat past year Qn, banyak yang blur. mmg mesti belajar semuala lah ni. banyak cantik saya nak bersuka ria sampai dua hari ya. herm, lepas tu balik pegi jalan jalan sekejap. padahal duit ada 4 dollar je. so hanye mampu tengok jelah. sambil2 telan air lio.

tk habis lagi cerita hari ni :) tadi time rehat turun tangga. pastu dah lama lama baru perasan __
jalan kat depan.. almaklumlah new haircut. dah rasa macam 'org lain' terus- then masa nak balik class pun nampak lagi. (apesal lah lucky sangat harini)
tapi buat buat tk nampak la. almaklumlah tragedi LAST WEEK still buat i berat hati segala bagai.. OK CUKUP-.-'

lepastukan time balik kena line up kat luar. lols. (macam tak biasa) lepas tu diri lah smbil betul2 beg semuaa. baru perasan __ ada jugak dekat dpn class dia:D aww. suka terus. sebab __ pandang tempat lain. lagi suka ok.

gambar hiasan.tapi realiti tadi
lebih kurang macam ni la.

so tengok lama lama (tak smpai 3 minit ok) terus termenung-.-' almaklumlah i lapar tau tak. jadi fikiran melayang nak balik. nak balik and NAK BALIK. bila smua dah bising2 kat luar, then i baru tersedar balik and GHJKGHJK!!! dia pun pandang sama. and kecikkan mata dia (ok time tu panas) and almost macam nak senyumm lah kot? then sebab tak sanggup kang tergoda ke ape..I terus pandang tempat lain. habis cerita.
(masih mood gembira walaupun cerita dah habis)
petang ni nak berbuka apa ya? :D
oh ya. masih perlu baca chem. rasa cuak serta merta bila buat paper tadik. Grr.

160810

Last night i planned to stay up for social studies paper, (today)
but then, i 'accidentally' fell asleep kehkeh. So, after sahur, I prepared myself with books and stuff (to revise social studies) but then AGAIN. the bed looks sooo enticing,alluring,inducing blah.blah.blah. (u name it)
My blanket kept me spellbound+enthralled and eventually, i felt rather somnolent so I lied on my bed and dozed off:p
I staggered to the bathroom and bathed. I switched off the water heater and deliberately used the cold water coz it was soo refreshing.GOTCHA. finally I aroused! I performed subuh prayer and get myself ready for school. I putted on my uniform and grabbed the sweater from the hanger and shoved it into my bag. and quickly rushed to downstairs. my dad was waiting for me.

***

Wth. idk whats wrong with me-.-' randomly started the post with the LONG DESCRIPTION of what had happened this morning. Haahahas.
okay straight to the point, SS paper was easy.
but Maths paper was entirely KILLING me! the questions were really confusing and complicated
(for me) -.-' grr.

***

So, since today is the 'last' day of trials exam (part one),
I decided to cook somethang for today's break fast. and I wanna go terawih today! :D YAY!
I'd been soo busy since the 1st day of Puasa. so I had no chance to go for terawih. hehe.
um, thats all.


:D

by the wayy

baru posted entry baru tadi. DAH ADA YANG BARU.
coz i think im gaining weight=.='
rasa nak bersenam serta merta. nak buat macam ni :




heh, HANANI, tolong jangan gelak
saya serious dapat inspirasi tengok vid korea.
tapi. tapi. tak lah sampai jatu hati macam . . .

hahas!

brokenhearted part 2.

eeeeee.
mesti ade yang geli geliman tau tengok tajuk post.
lagi lagi yang tukang tulis pun dah loya.
tapi betul ni. saya patah hati sangat ni :0

masalah sekarang ialah,
patah hati nak disebabkan oleh dua orang pulak tu.
hish tamak betul perasaan ni. nak sedih double terus at one go.
macam mana tu?

ok lah be fair. satu patah hati sebab a girl
lagi satu sebab boi. OK? cukup saksama kan.

saya pun tak faham dengan mereka ni.
kuciwawawa saya dengan mereka berdua :'(
dah la sayang dua dua. tak tahu nak give up yang mana satu
berat hati saya.


awak ni.
awak ni.

=.="

bear in your mind please.I have a heart.
and u treat me like a doll.
am i suppose to be your toy?
im tired of trying to make myself feel better
whenever you are around.

saya kan cikgu mira:D

wakaka! kamu ni kan mira tak boleh buat saya kembang
lagi semangat mangat ke.
:D
alaa post tadi tu emo. thats why -__-"
english baik celah mana ya kalau tengok
markah exam rasa nak rendam muka dalam air sirap?
(nyumm) :D

ok nah. amik buku salin

Vague- terlalu kabur. mcm pasti tak pasti
(ni nak marah ni! haritu saya dah ajar awak lupa lagi)

apprehend- memahami eg:like homaidod. baru i 'faham' bla bla bla.

disconsolate- tk happy langsung sedih dan bermuram durja homaidod!

heartbroken- ehem* ni kena diajar dari hati ke hati. makna dia sungguh dalam :D WAKAKA

crestfallen- kuciwawa ya; bukan kuaci. ia adalah word untuk perasaan homaidod saya nak
makan GCB mc tapi kat 'sini' tak jual. uwaaa!;"((

vicarious- (sebab saya punya belog dah nama vicarious thoughts, so maksud dia ialah: menumpang rasa (merasai bersama sama) all my thoughts here. sebenarnya description belog ni ialah SHARING IS CARING. tapi poyo lah kan:D WAKAKA!

ok ada orang nak lempang saya tak. sebab tetiba nak explain smua words ni padahal orang orang boleh je hamik kamus oxford segala bagai rujuk dgn khusyuk-.-'
maaf ya ni permintaan mira. saya ni tak suka hampakan orang. hehe!

err..

could a person die of frustration, disappointment, crestfallen,disconsolate or heartbroken??
coz if that were possible, i m soo going to keel over at any second! oxygen seems to be froze in my lungs. i think i was suffocated with my life for the past few days. I don't know what's wrong with me. or what's wrong with 'them'. I just need a little comfort. but it seems like too vague.no one cares. slowly, I apprehended about something.

how 'their' life's unexpected moments, had affect my life immensely.

:'(

awak ni.

awakk ni.
kalau awak emo boleh
tak jangan libatkan saya?
awak dah ruined the whole day! (ceyt)
saya tak suka tau...
okay sebenarnya saya okay je.
tak la smpai awak dah musnahkan
satu hari saya. cumaa.. entah lah
saya susah hati. tapi takkan nak tunjuk.
ye la yelah. takkan hari hari nak gembira je kan?
saya faham :"(

***

tak sempat sempat lagi nak pergi terawih.
(padahal baru 2 hari puasa)
malam ni ingat nak pergi.
rasa bersalah pulak bila tak pergi.
tapi.. kena exam minggu depan boleh buat saya sesak nafas.
tengok topik yang nk DIBELAJARKAN pun saya dah lemah semangat
awak boleh buat saya rasa motivted balik tak?
esok ok? esok janji tau :")

***

banyak hari dah. selalu msg wani.
rindu sangat sangat. herm ni lgi sorang.
saya rasa bersalah lagik. -.-''
dah 2-3 kali balik sana.
tapi selalu tak jumpa wani.
in another worrds -
saya selalu tak buat somethg yg
memaksa saya boleh jumpa wani
saya janji. nanti saya balik saya cari awak.
eh? sejak bila aku ckp saya-awak ngn wani:)
aw comel kan saye.

***

semalam kan saya dah but pizza.
sebenarnya topping dia je sedap.
oleh itu.. saya dah patah semangat nk
memasak harini
sabar je lah-.-''

***

masa saya pergi johore haritu.
kawan kawan msg.
tanya saya SHOPPING RAYA KE?!
saya pulak mcm tkde jawapan.
raya sekarang dah tak seberapa meriah
pertama sebab exam. kedua sebab bukan kat kampung.
kan best?
lalu saya sebenarnya nak buat penegasan:
yang saya tk tahu erti shopping raya sekrang.
sebab nafsu puasa kena jaga.
ada berapa helai baju yang
sayaa tak pakai lagi dalam almari. nak salahkan siapa?
baju kalau cantik sangat sayang nak tunjuk kat org
(bagi saya cantik la kot)

***

ayah dah announced nak bagi allowance raya.
(tak termasuk duit raya. pesanan kepada ayah,
jangan ngada ngada nak cakap 'ayah dah bagi $__
kira masuk sekali dgn duit raya)

ok gurau je.saya bukan materialistik.
ibu ibu diluar ada nak panggil jadi menantu? :D

berbunga hati saya. macam mana nak jaga nafsu time puasa ni?
saya curiga :/ saya slalu harap saya tk membazir.
'harap'

***

okaylah saya rasa saya dah kena bukak buku.
dan boleh pergi terawih malam ni.
sesiapa nak itot? :D comellah saya ajak org g terawih

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saya tak tahu kenapa harini mcam gembira sikit
padahal mood saya emo harini. yelah 'orang emo' tu dah heret saya sekali jadi emo.
nak buat camana? lainla dia seret saya jadi elmo dlm cerita sesame street.
comel lah jugak -_-"

1stday of puasa

punyaa lah penat. tak terkata
padahal harini skolah balik awal
er i balik awal-.-'
almaklumlah exam. HEHE!

lalu dah balik, mentang2 esok paper senang
saya pun malas nak belah-jarjar.
lalu saya fikir nk buat surprise!
CEWAH,

lalu untuk kali ni, special sikit lah
buat piza yummy dummy:)
tp tk tahu la sdap ke tak
well 1ST TIME KAN.

last2 tgh gaul2 lupa nk letak veg.fat- sthg. last2
dah give up. tidur lah
sebab PENING. (PENAT)
sebab kedua nak tggu veg-fat tu cair.
sampai tertidur youu-.-'
bangun je trus uli roti terebut dan bakar
time letak topping paling best
semua tamak haloba. sosej n ketam merah nak penuh je
GAGAGA. nafsu ramdhan.-.-'


ok tu je kot.
BAI.

wait.

I missed out sthg!
I SAW SOMEONE YESTERDAY?! homaigod.
or maybe salah tengok kot. ntah. i hope so:))

happy fasting fellows:) lepas sahur jangan tidur ok. miow:)

Hello earthlings.

hoho. life is getting better.
Ya i know exam is coming. (to be exact- TOMORROW)
herm, somehow i think its better to be a loner.
I meann yeah like :

-didnt msg anyone even when
i was in the brink of being crazy with boredom,
-started to saying hi or what to the same person
.. even if it was extremely NOT NECESSARY jus bcoz theres nothg better to be done.


Herm, currently i am isolating myself( is there such thing as isolating myself?)
well i could rephrase it to (im secluding myself)

:") I feel good. ananananananaNA!
hem, tlking about exams, I have my own 'way' 'method' or etc.. OF STUDYING.
wait? i just typed studying isnt? ahhaha:D

1) I dont like to spend more than 30 minutes on any subject or topic that im focussing on.
so usually after 10-20 mins, i will start to daydream, or maybe humming while listening to the music. For me, i'd feel fresher and more motivated to continue study. heh:D

2) usually, i prefer to write a long... notes- not in the point form for sure ( i hate doin that coz i can barely understnd what's the elaboratn frm the POINT FORM?! pfft. ) so while i was writing, i'd listen to a song. When i was not focus, I'd sing along:') so yeah. if i stop singing means im soo into the 'notes' (usually it last for 20-30 mins) HAHA!

3)I like to sleep with books:) and be with the books wherever i go. for instance, when i go out for shoppping or going library i;d bring along the notes or any books related to the subjects that i weak in. but actually I DID NOT EVEN OPEN THE BOOKS EVEN FOR A SECOND. for me, wthout the books i'd feel insecure. IM SERIOUS. :')

4)to be frank,i dont like study. no matter wht- i prefer to be focus in class and LISTEN to the teachers. always listen. wakaka.

5) -



dah bosan dah? bye

pfft: mira:) takpe sama lah kita. ada geng kaan;p

2nd post of the day

If this is the real feeling of being left out,
and it's difficult when I finally discovered that
some of them are having fun while im not part of it at all,
i think i'd calm myself down and remind myself -life's like that.
it's absolutely alright to me.
im fine. :')

a concise post :'0

Hi people. Im back!
(bajet ada org rindu rinduan.TAKPEKAN?)

LAST SUNDAY.
stayed at home like a good girls do. :') and i ate A LOT!
nthg much to sae. me just lazing around and slacking as always.

Monday'
- nothang.
- bumped into someone HA! and pretending that i didn't __ existence there.
so i busied myself packing my bag plus hurried into the lib. YAY.

tuesday
- handed in my journal. YAY. walked with YX to the opp of the sch and finding fr the binding shop
-the binding cost me 5 dollars! HOMAIGOD. luck i brought extra money. even my teacher said 5 dollar was quite costly. grr.
-Discovered abt the price of my class tee tis year. 23 dollar?!!
( im COMPLETELY broke this month. SERIOUS) well actually i coaxed my dad to give me 50 bucks(not including the sch allowance-of course) but still not enough.
(er i ought to stop being sucha spendthrift. GRR)
-someone's waiting downstairs(idk why) and only left the sch after the bell rang and i walked off into the class. YAY.
lepastu balik rumah. still busy.dgn hwork. habis cerita hari selasa YA.

Wednesday
-msged with dearest wani. and we shared load of stories:) YAY!
-confirmed abt YOG.
-em dah tkde cerita sbnrnya.

friday
-Celebrating Nationl day. just fine. i mean i enjoyed last year's performances.
-went off with YC. and she's damn generous.. hopin that more and more ppl would know how kind hearted she is. :O
-so YEAH. after the celebrtn, my class VC gave me yellow file(as a door gift for everyone)
then i exchanged with her. i took blue:) WOOHO!
then i saw he was looking at mi,
(myb it was ony my imaginatn but what if i really caught his eyes were on me on that particular time?!) takpelah tak nak percaya sudah. sobs.tssk. sobbs. WAKAKA!
ok then dia pun amik biru jugak. so berbunga la sikit walaupun mana lah tahu dia amik biru sebab takde stock warna lain kan-.-'' ok tu sungguh tipu. sbb mcm2 warna ada at situ.

yay.

thursday.
sbnrnya tak igt apa jadi hari khamis-.-''
YAY yay

Saturday.
Yog BEST. sebab:
-skola i paling ramai pegi.
-performnces mmg CUN.( entah brapa ribu org duduk atas stage smlm.)
- sbb pentas tu float atas air. so rasa mcm tgk persembahan atas sampan. CEWWAH.
-lps tu lambai2 kat org ramai mcm i hot star. SUKA LAH.
-pastu berkenalan ntah ngn sapa sapa.:D


yang tak best sebab:
-kena jalan dr f1 track tu smpaiiii kat stage tu sgt jauh.
-lepastu ramai sgt org. rimas i (poyo byk)
-then makanan dpt roti mcm kebab ke ape tah. SANGAT BESAR DAN AYAM SANGAT BANYAK boleh makan satu keluarga, WAKAKA. tp tak habis. sbb TAKDE CILI AND MAYO.
bak kata lyn. with MAYO, it's not goin to be a healthy food. -_-'
-LUPA BAWAK CAMERA. so henpon saya tak mampu nk buat keajaiban tgkp gmba lawalawa.
-lagi... tu je kot.
YAY.

concise ke macam ni? -.-""""

say goodbye.

at first, ive decided to deactivate my fb acc.
but somehow, i think its not necessary.
so i asked for help frm my fran,to change
my pword.i just wanna change my daily routine.
each time i look at this lappy,
(whenever it's not in use by anyone,)
i'd instinctively glued to the lappy for a veryy long hours.
gosh. i feel so bad.

so, i'll not using fb anymore for the time being,
i realized that nobody needs me there(fb)-.-''
i mean NOT REALLY-so even if im not gonna log in my acc for few years i
dont think they'll notice abt it. haiiyah. -_-

no more facebook. tssk!
but the saddest thing is(to me),
ive decided to stop blogging too!grr.
its like, if i cant use my fb, i'd STILL continue
using this lappy, for another social sites like blogger. kehkeh.
so goodbye temporarily :D
goodbye my almost lovers!
miss me not!

bukan salah saya nak letak gambar cenggini. saya cuma rasa kalau awak awak tengok
pic saya ini awak rasa annoying gila so awak akan ingat saya sampai bila bila
bak kata pepatah, sedangkan tempat jatuh lagikan dikenang
inikan pulak gambar saya :')


*bila rajin nanti saya tulis lagi ya! SEDIH NI (semua mood emo pls)