confession to be made

Have you ever been talking about someone
and all the sudden you catch yourself with a huge smile on your face
I love that feeling

im so over you.

yeahs. tmr (the last day of normal sch day)

so that's the end of us. i guess? *sigh*

im so mellowed yeahs!

so yeahs. today i stayed back at sch with frans, practicing maths. I just dont want to flunk my maths paper. thats all. I can accept if i failed ENGLISH. but not maths please. it's like.

MATHS ok?! for me, maths is something that can be improved. unlike english, once we dont understand the words, the sentence structure and everything.. that's it. u're not going to make it.


today was great(: its been an age since i last posted about the GREAT DAY.
so yeah, can u imagine how doomed i was few months ago? eh not realyy. but sortt of.. :(

so today. during the dnt lesson, I finally managed to control myself NOT TO yawn over and over again. HAHARS! the ambience of studying in the design studio realy really made me feel sleepy:D

but today, i laughed and laughed because of my teachers attic! enjoyed:)

practicing maths at library with frens: we laughed hilariously until the librarian finally stood in front of our table and said WHICH CLASS ARE YOU FROM?!

THEN, we were stunned and remained silence. . . huhu.

thats the end. 3 more days to go.. saturday is excepted(relaxing day.hehe)

bye..

sudahtusudah

apatah kata omputeh..
let bygones be bygones ye tak?
memang tak pada gua. (ayat.. )
gua mmg dah SELALU dah angen ngan
seseorang ni. (ceh ayat..)
tapi gua slalu lah jadi hipokritodi amor sekejap
bukan apa. biar lah menjaga hati orang lebih dri hati kita.
ye tak? (:

memang TAK ah kalau __ (bukan nama sebenar) nak cakap
dia straightforward. apa kata org? cakap lepas.
so kena lah faham faham. hangan lah tacing tacing bila dia dah TEROVER.
lepastu bajet ah taknak ah berhipokrito de amor sebab

'well, i tak suka simpan dalamdalam ni'

ok yikes sikit?!

problemo de amor dia senang. boleh tak ada sikap al sopan wal santun sikit?
tak rasa ke ai ni tua sikit? ke tua banyak? ke sama umur ke? u tak rasa ke
hati ai ni senang disakiti? hari hari balik menangis sorg diri? u tak faham faham ke?!

(ok dah start emo)


sekian cerita itu.
minggu lepas adalah minggu sehati bersukarria.
dan minggu depan adalah minggu terakhir ai nak belajar
burn the midnight oil ke hape semua minggu depan ye?
minggu lagi satu. paper betul betul
GOODLUCK sangat sangat kat ai(:


so takde dah gmbr gmbr raya.tapi gmbr BERAYA yang poyo gila
kena upload. manalah tahu siap siapa tak tahu gerangan penulis ni.. kan kan.
kenalah upload gmbr. buat sesi suai kenal. mintak nombor ke ape-.-

ok dah. rindu kat internet cepat. janji tak on sampai 2 minggu
(ok MUNGKIN)

:)))

so enjoy the pictures! susah payah ai uplad.sila hargai dengan kmoen yg bernas seperti
wau slim nya dia walaupun beraya?! suka ai. OK TAK main main je-.-'

1st day of raya@ kampung
gmbar formal2 takde jadi ni gmbar paksaa.
ya. saya ulang. PAKSA orang tgkap gmbr ai.
geram tau. i dah ber pink pink macam ni takde org nk tgkp gmbr
apa guna ai pakai mascara segala?
OH NO! (kehkeh)



ni entah raya keberapa
raya diperantauan mmg macam ni. walaupun
Sgpore je.. tetap perantauan ok?. lalu ai tak kira hari keberapa beraya.
sampai dirumah yang cantik gila ni(rumah duta msia)
kena la melaram kat pool beliau.kalau boleh nak terjun act
tapi malulah kan.




seperti yang anda saksikan. tempat sama.
tapi nak jugak tunjuk baju raya ai
kena lah berdiri. baru hemsem lebih kan? 0.0
ok poyyo tak poyos.
tp serious i dah nak terjun pool dah.tssk.


ni gmbr beberapa hari lepas.
masa i nyanyi time open house ai.
kekeke.
sah sah ah menipu bab ni.
gitar berkenaan pun entah milik siapa
sorry ya,


ok tu saja ah

sakit hati.

kenapa hari hari nak suruh saya naik darah ya.
alang alang nak dekat exam ni mood biarlah
baik berseri disukai ramai ke hape. tapi entah lah.
semua yang jadi semua pun bukan diminta.
gerammm nya ;ahai!



semalam punya cerita dah tamat.
lepas je publish post tu terus rasa macam eh betul ke apa aku cakap
tapi sampai sekarang, tak rasa pun nak delete
MALAHAN PULA selalu berhara dia tu baca sendiri post tu
well, kalau dia baca pun rasanya dia TAK AKAN terasa,
itu satu masalah. secondly. . . dia, sebagai bestfran sgtlah 'BOTHER'
nak baca tentang hidup sehari harian saya disini. bother lah tu? link saya pun dia tak tahu
terima kasih daun keladi. point 'kekurangan' dalam friendship
kita makin bertambah nampaknya
tak sabar saya nak tahu markah sebenarbenarnya.

EH APA NI?


OK harini edisi sakit hati adalah kerana
saya dah bising banyak kali ke[ada adik2 kurang RAJIN,
untuk mencuci tandas. kerana saya dah amik turn semenjak sebelum ni:
1)saya buat
2)dia buat
3)saya buat
4)saya buat
dan saya dan saya dan saya.
pendek cerita, sayalah pencuci tandas yang di kongsi oleh kami bertiga.
ULANG TULIS: bertiga.

dah lah yg tukang guna cuci seorang(saya) tukang guna yang lebih dua orang tu
buat selamba ya ya ja. asal bersih dia mandi.

so tadi balik sekolah dah penat alahai tadi, bising lagi sekali.
none of them KESAH pun apa i cakap BENGANG TAK BENGANG? setelah seberapa banyak kali turn i je yang basuh tandas. tak ke patut korang bekerjasama berdua dan biar aku rilex sekejap?
BOLEH TAK B0OLEH TAK?

jawapannya tidak. seorang sibuk main henpon. sorang sibuk berfb dan bergaming. BAGUS .

akhirnya, saya jugak yang mengalah. dan again, saya lah pencuci tandas tegar. =.='

yang tak boleh tahannnya, I yang basuh tandas (sebelah bilik diorang) buka pintu agar saya tidak terkontang kanting sesak nafas dengan bau clorox yang digunakan yeah. ada sabun pencuci tandas yang wangi wangi saya tak guna. kononnya nak tunjuk marh kat diorg ni lah kan biar bau clorox tu menusuk hidung mereka(adik adik) YANG SEDANG BERMAHARAJA LELA di bilik mereka tu. mungkin dgn cara itu, diorg rasa lah bersalah ke lepastu tolong kakak diorg yg over RAJIN NI.

(tu rancangan saya)

MALANG TAK BERBAU lah katakan.
tengah saya sesak nafas sikit2 bau clorox tu.. terus diorg tutup pintu bilik diorg.
and ME?! was like PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT! ! ! ! ? !


ah bengang sungguh. sekian terima kasih

sickening!

busy and bsy and more business. that's it(:
2 more weeks to go for the actual exam PART 2.
yeahs. best of luck. to me. yay yay.


sickening? it's not about the upcoming exam. absolutely NOT.
I've gotten my Prelims result (for some of the papers)
and . . . the result was quite encouraging lols! me like it(:


I loathe the feeling of unappreciated by friends.
well i kno that they are busy with their SPM.. so am I?!
but somehow they just being too oblivious and irritating as the day goes by.
special attention for bestfrans

Friend is countless. but best friend? shitty.

i don't believe any friendship is going to last long .
from what i've seen soo far, she disappoints me repeatedly.
and from now on she is merely my friend. nothing more. nothing less.

I dont feel like thinking abt em anymore. it's like i ve wasted A LOT on them.

i dont kno wht's the real reason i wrote all this crap. I dont want put the blame on them
but the truth is right in front of my eyes. how much time do i need to give them to finally realize that i am existed?


gross man!

sicko lah

few weeks ago one of my old friends,added me on fb.
and now, im regretting for approving his fren request.

sicko and irritating annoying. . . . .
and GROSSSLY LAME!

urgh.
































thankyou(: blog for letting me spit out the
words that i often left unspoken inside of me

im back(:

yeahs Finally Prelims is over;-)
today was the last day of PRELIMS yaw!
and here am I, waiting for the actual exam :O bluek.

Today's paper was quite diff huh. I mean yeah.
I spent a lot of time re-sketch the 'jig'
weirdos. actually I did not understand the question

The Qn - draw the jig that can be used to cut a piece of wood at 45 degress
(Ohkay... still blur*)
then, I read the next 'statement'
'Add on the jig for 30 and 6o degree in your design'
homaigod. what is this man?!

hurm, lets not talk abt this yeah?

this week hasNOT been a good week for me. same goes to the previous week when I celebrated raya at my kampung. The time was ticking extremely fast and we had no enough time to enjoy our raya. Duit raya? * makin me realized that im old enough to receive duit raya. it's getting lesser and lesser. well yeah, I don't mind:') The first day of Hari raya, We didnt go anywhere. just stayed at home and served the endless guests :0 as Always, I was the one who bancuh the air and washed the pinggan-.-'
sedih kan. I dah la melaram habis, ;p

oh yea, tis time round I didnt wear my OWN/NEW BAJU RAYA. dislike my baju raya ;p HAHA
the night before raya I kept irritated my mum and dad by asking them what to wear for raya. :p
im so sorry for that. Then, instead of going to my cousins house and chitchatting the night before raya, we stayed at home as we were extremely fatigue after a long day in a CAR. hohors.
imagine how boring was my raya yea?


Birthday! I didnt celebrate my birthday coz by the time I reached my uncle's house, I was too lethargic and worn out after we had a long journey to KL. mum bought 3 different cakes and I ate them BEFORE 12am. She looked bewildered then she told me that I need to wait until 12am before I can cut the cakes.

Unfortunately, its too late:) I served some of the cakes to my family members and ate them while watching TV. When it closed to 12am, I lied on the sofa and had a quick doze. zzzzZZzz
then I heard my uncle mumbled ' what's your wish this year?'

me,chuckled and stammered sthg that goes like this:

'I don't have any. Maybe everyday is the same day for me so I don't need new wishes:)'

that's the end of my boring hari raya and birthday celebration:) HAHARS!


Yesterday, when i reached home, my mum surprised me with the maxi dress/caftan?! (IDK)

that ive been cravingg for soo long! and now I owned one.yay!
but i dont know when am i goin to wear it coz it loooks so EXTRA :p
tengok lah nanti. HAHAHA!

hari raya story

kalau nak cerita panjang sangat
so, cerita pendek dia raya tahun ni
sangat berserabut. sebab semua tak sempat ;p
nak tangkap family photo ponn tak sempat.
masa forst day hari raya tu pon rumah dah penuh smpai
camera pun tak tahu letak kat mana segala
at last, bila semua dah tukar baju (bukan baju kurung segala)
semu baru nk igt camera. but still tak menyempat-.-'
sabare.

kemudian PANAS gila ya dikampung.
memang sauna habes ah.

then, RAYA SEKEJAP SGT.
apakan daya. kalau nk cerita hariraya.
mungkin 3/4 of the cerita semuanya cerita 'dalam kereta'
betapa jauh ya perjalanan. -.-


esok exam. Thats the end of my hari raya story.

RAYA 2010

I think, I'll not have enough time to update about my papers (actual exam)
starting from tomorrow. 3 diff subs to go!
and right after I step out from the exam hall, Im soo goin to make myself out of this country too!
(cewah)

I mean ASAP;p



OHYAY! insyaallah:)


bye semua! SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN muah muuahhhhhh! HAHA!

Why on earth i chose to open that sch website?Now I am regretting.

*mixed feeling.

ew!disgusted!

Hello people:)
Yesterday after i reread again and again some of my POSTS
which contain extra information about my current life
and soo onn
extra info: ' somthg which ABSOLUTELY NEEDLESS TO BE TOLD TO THE WHOLE WORLD'
like what i did before.

so I just re-edited some of the vainglorious posts!And I feel better:)
mostly was all about the 'shopping stuff' I just couldnt resist from telling every single thing to everbody. But when i re read again, in instance, I catch a glimpse of 'thought on how would otha people (who reads my blog) would THINK about me?! Am I that Vain?

hoyeah, Frankly, I had no intention to boast about the stuff that i've bought and the branded things that I ve owned. But somehow, we dont know what other people may think about us. Normally human judge another creatures recklessly. aite?

I was ridden by the feeling of DISGUSTED with my own writing when it comes about
'hey today i bought this and that.ohmy I have another pair of shoes which had never been worn BEFORE'! what a shame on ME. ?! I just realized that I am telling people how spendthrift and ungrateful i was :(

My deeply intention writing a blog is only to rhapsodize about my daily routine and my pleasant and awful memories and so on-.-' ohmy!
I shall stop doing all this.

I am merely a girl, who rely fully on my dad's money. So yeah, there's nothing to be proud of.
My dad is the one who needs to proud of his own achievement, making his children happy and lead a good life, and never let his children to bear with a great hardship in life. I just love my dad.
NOW THERE'S SOMETHG TO BE PROUD OF. my dad :'0

unfortunately, my dad dies not own a blog to boast about the money that he had spent on his children:')
HAHars! joke joke. I bet he doesnt even bother abt blogging and stuff.
hehe!

ok thats it.
bye!

pfft*im not referring to any other people in this post. it's just my reflection abt myself. thank you;)

sorry yang lain:'(

memandangkan saya sangat busy
jadi saya akan hantarkan hadiah hari raya 'mereka'
melalui posman percuma yang telah saya bagi coki coki free
agar dia dapat tolong saya bagi kat 'mereka'

tapi sorry la morrry nnti I takut yang tak dapat terasa:((
tapi seriously I tak cukup tangan duit dan MASA nak cari barang yang sepatutnya
untuk mereka yang BAKAL tak dapat=.=
oleh itu. saya memohon maaf berjuta kali di bulan ramadhan yang mulia ini
nanti mungkin saya akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk cari barangan eksklusif untuk korang yeah:)

tolong rasa eksklusif kalau dapat hadiah dari saya
mungkin tak berapa nak eksklusif atau LANGSUNG tak ekslusif yeah.
-.-'
tapi. tapii.. buat buat la rasa esklusif WAKAKA!


ok berita baik untuk penerima hadiah tak payah gores dan menang,
saya memang tak dapat balik cuti ni akibat terlalu busy dengan exam
lalu posman saya hantarkan. OK?
or maybep posman saya hantr kat seseorang
then seseorang tu tolong pas kan kat orang lain ke.

oh whatever---- pening saya berfiikir pasal benda ni
semoga semua berjalan dengan lancar.
anda dan anda,jangan jealous menjealousi antara satu sama lain
sebab hadiah berkenaan semua lain2 nasib ah-.-' WAKAKA
tapi I guna duit sendirian berhad yew. so sila buat muka terharu macam sin chan aww:D


dah lah mulai minggu depan actual exam dah start. SEMOGA BERJAYA ya saya0.0

macam ni rupanya

sebenanrnya, I tak pernah patah hati
sepatah patah macam semalam,
kehkeh :0

so kesimpulan boleh dibuat
melalui apa yang di lalui hari ini.
aww,mentang mentang harini cuti teachers day
I pulak melebih sambut:D
tp TETAP baca notes geog dulu sebelmu sambut
langkah selamat dan efektif kot.

kesimpulan:
kalau macam ni lah rasa patah hati, saya rasa rakan terdekat saya paling gembira
sebab nak layan hati berduka lara tadi
I dah beli hadiah hari raya kat diorg:) SUKA TAK SUKA TAK?
;p (walaupun mostly diorg tu tak baca belog I) tuka mood EMO cepat! =.="

ok ada dua pasang kasut dan dua pasang baju.
siapa nak boleh buat baik ngan saya mulai harini.
pertandingan bermula sekarang. ULANG sekarang!

:0

Ok tak tipu je. kalau ada rezeki saya bagi sorang satu ok. No worries
kalau takde rezeki I rasa I lah pakai semua tu sbb semua yang I pilih
semua taste I. jadi kalau tak tertahan I tengok barang2 berkenaan mungkin tu lah kata orang

'korang takde rezeki nak dapat hadiah eksklusif KONON dari cik penulis:)'

OK dah cukup. harini nak special sikit.belajar lebih masa. ada 'overtime', nanti result exam ada 'bonus' MUNGKIN? siapa tahu:)


*nota sedih: saya beli belah untuk orang kasut raya saya masih tidak dijumpai dimana kedai kedai yang awesome,murah tapi bergaya. buek;p