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(except time nak reblog pictures time time internet sungguh la lmbt)
-.-
ok tu sahaja/ btw, hanani! see u at tumblr:D
kalau rindu i dtg sini balik(:
mwah smuaa
people im back!
hei tengok? harini cuaca tak menipu saya lagi :D
saya igt kan panas sampai ke petang rupanya memang panas smpai ke petang . .
eh lawak :/
mula2 plan nak g ngn nina then ajak nani then both tak pergi
tinggl i sorg sorg. mula lah i harapkan ibu
ibu menanam tebu ditepi bibir. kata nak teman i =.=
at the end i pergi sorang sorang. i siap pasang spy lagi(adik)
memula msg dia Zara ada sale tak lepas tu spy tak guna jawab lambat 15 minit
membuatkan saya jalan tak tentu hala. lepastu dia jawab NO.
so,i tak tau nak g mana... Grr.
(kalau tkda sale jgn masuk. harga beracun akan makan duit beracun dalam dompet.)
sampai orchard sedih je tau :/ i tgk org jalan dua org i jalan seorang.
kenapa? kenapa ? why oh whyyyy?!
lepastu beli jeans yg agak sama macam zara jeans i post kat pprev post:D tp yg i beli tu bukan zara. 1st sbb dah pegi zara tp tk jumpa. second sbb zara tkda sale. :0
next time beli kasut macam tu(prev post yg Toms tu) pulak eh. kedai tk jumpa lagi. kena buat jejak kasih nehh!
tapi kat rubi ada doh. tp tk selawa tuu la-.-
sebab dah gembira sgt sampai belikan souvenir untuk adik adik,mak dan ayah,semuaa..
sorang satu burger. (yay tepuk tgn semua) . .
dah sampai rumah claim duit. jgn tak claimm HAHAHHAHA!
ok tu je. nak apa apa lagi? saponification tu process buat soap tau! ada glycerol segala..ostwald nak dapat nitric acid haber process for ammonia :p soap ngan detergent ,detergent lagi baguihh ok? sbb takde scum. . lepastu lepastuu.. jangan lupa cation tu positively charge sebab 'cat' kan baik. (memandaii je)
tengok? siapa kata saya tak belaja chemistry untuk spm? tengok? tengok? HAHAH!
bye semuaaanyaa :p
saya igt kan panas sampai ke petang rupanya memang panas smpai ke petang . .
eh lawak :/
mula2 plan nak g ngn nina then ajak nani then both tak pergi
tinggl i sorg sorg. mula lah i harapkan ibu
ibu menanam tebu ditepi bibir. kata nak teman i =.=
at the end i pergi sorang sorang. i siap pasang spy lagi(adik)
memula msg dia Zara ada sale tak lepas tu spy tak guna jawab lambat 15 minit
membuatkan saya jalan tak tentu hala. lepastu dia jawab NO.
so,i tak tau nak g mana... Grr.
(kalau tkda sale jgn masuk. harga beracun akan makan duit beracun dalam dompet.)
sampai orchard sedih je tau :/ i tgk org jalan dua org i jalan seorang.
kenapa? kenapa ? why oh whyyyy?!
lepastu beli jeans yg agak sama macam zara jeans i post kat pprev post:D tp yg i beli tu bukan zara. 1st sbb dah pegi zara tp tk jumpa. second sbb zara tkda sale. :0
next time beli kasut macam tu(prev post yg Toms tu) pulak eh. kedai tk jumpa lagi. kena buat jejak kasih nehh!
tapi kat rubi ada doh. tp tk selawa tuu la-.-
sebab dah gembira sgt sampai belikan souvenir untuk adik adik,mak dan ayah,semuaa..
sorang satu burger. (yay tepuk tgn semua) . .
dah sampai rumah claim duit. jgn tak claimm HAHAHHAHA!
ok tu je. nak apa apa lagi? saponification tu process buat soap tau! ada glycerol segala..ostwald nak dapat nitric acid haber process for ammonia :p soap ngan detergent ,detergent lagi baguihh ok? sbb takde scum. . lepastu lepastuu.. jangan lupa cation tu positively charge sebab 'cat' kan baik. (memandaii je)
tengok? siapa kata saya tak belaja chemistry untuk spm? tengok? tengok? HAHAH!
bye semuaaanyaa :p
yes you picked me.
like an apple on a tree
hiding out behind the leaves
i was difficult to reach
but u picked me
:')
hiding out behind the leaves
i was difficult to reach
but u picked me
:')
semalam tak jadi pergi main basikal
sebab macam nak hujan
rupanya cuaca menipu saya
esok esok jgn percaya cuaca dah
harini panas terik saya nak pergi orchard
tak kira.
sebab macam nak hujan
rupanya cuaca menipu saya
esok esok jgn percaya cuaca dah
harini panas terik saya nak pergi orchard
tak kira.
affection
i google-ed some songs today,then pixie lott came across my mind
i've not listen to her song nearly a year. =.=
i know my blog is soo austere and bare :/ as always.
but not for this post. i gonna upload the picture of '
Earth shakingly gorgeous, Pixie Lott. hahars! pfft. i love her 'gravity' vid (:
i've not listen to her song nearly a year. =.=
i know my blog is soo austere and bare :/ as always.
but not for this post. i gonna upload the picture of '
Earth shakingly gorgeous, Pixie Lott. hahars! pfft. i love her 'gravity' vid (:
Yay! thats all(:
be happyy girl
i had nothing better to do. aside from studying chemistry : ester,haber and contact process and soap and detergent and weird much? about.. . . the names of the medicine. like eh? i thought it was for bio :/ surprisingly aite? overall physic is wayy easier than chem. blurrghh.
been thinking about losing some weight coz since the sch has closed for the people like me, i missed PE lesson. yaa i kno im the one who cant stop whining about it over and over again here. but now, i start missing all the routines, especially when i was forced run 8 round non-stop like err..
me want to play bicycle later :D people! say hi to meet if u see me around river valley/bishopgate rd:D i'll be there very very soon.
bye
been thinking about losing some weight coz since the sch has closed for the people like me, i missed PE lesson. yaa i kno im the one who cant stop whining about it over and over again here. but now, i start missing all the routines, especially when i was forced run 8 round non-stop like err..
me want to play bicycle later :D people! say hi to meet if u see me around river valley/bishopgate rd:D i'll be there very very soon.
bye
gehee.
Ginger restaurant at botanic.
too bad uh. and then we both (me and friend) took a bus from the nearest bus stop. but the bus used the long . . . way before we could reach our destination. we headed to the John silver and had some light-dinner, bought some stuff, then homed.lucky my dad fetched us :D
me actually not really good in using public transport. i just know the buses that i take from school to the bus stop near to my house, to the town , and from -near my house- to vivo.
what's more you can expect from me? i told yeah i lost in the MRT station few months back?
and i dont know how to use the machine for buying the mrt ticket, and hardly ever understand the platform, route and stuff.
geheee.
overall, today was fun and tiring :0
gonna continue studying for chemistry. yay me. night people
F
if i could have a friend, i'd like to have the one who are
humorous,trustful, honest and understand my liking.
beauty is a bonus. of course.
it's not that im not being thankful enough with
what i had right now i want someone who really treats me like
what a best friend suppose to DO.
i dont like when she likes to compare her life, studies , love story or otha things with me.
it's justt soo annoying.sadly, i owned a friend like her :/ and i feel like a fool telling the whole world that i was her best friend :/ im getting tired of this
humorous,trustful, honest and understand my liking.
beauty is a bonus. of course.
it's not that im not being thankful enough with
what i had right now i want someone who really treats me like
what a best friend suppose to DO.
i dont like when she likes to compare her life, studies , love story or otha things with me.
it's justt soo annoying.sadly, i owned a friend like her :/ and i feel like a fool telling the whole world that i was her best friend :/ im getting tired of this
why oh whyyyyyyy:/
if your purest intention is to hurt me at the end,
why did u beguile me with the hopes from the start?
it took me few days before i made the most absurd decision,
but u simply ruined everything in a nick of time?
you cant feel the pain coz u're the one who made me feel this way.
gahh.
why did u beguile me with the hopes from the start?
it took me few days before i made the most absurd decision,
but u simply ruined everything in a nick of time?
you cant feel the pain coz u're the one who made me feel this way.
gahh.
if
if he was a flower in my heart yesterday,
today he was a thorn in my flesh :/
oh thanks for that.
i have nothing to say right now.
bye.
today he was a thorn in my flesh :/
oh thanks for that.
i have nothing to say right now.
bye.
too early for the new post?
i just post an entry few min ago, now, here you go!
anotha entry.its not related to the school anymore.
it's about someone.i think i shall feel a bit disappointed here,
but i think there's no use for it:D
i wanna enjoy my life,
forget the past ok? :D and . . .
for you boy,anotha entry.its not related to the school anymore.
it's about someone.i think i shall feel a bit disappointed here,
but i think there's no use for it:D
i wanna enjoy my life,
forget the past ok? :D and . . .
(i know he does not read my blog but yeah
pretend that act he's reading right now)
thanks a lot for the wonderful and enchanting mute and silence moments with you(:
have a good life ahead and. I'm so sorry if i made u feel a lil awkward or uneasy whenever i was around/ near to you. it's just like an instinctive action which made me act like a fools in front of you.
but from now on. . . im not goin to see you again, i gonna keep those memories.thanks again :')
j-
thanks a lot for the wonderful and enchanting mute and silence moments with you(:
have a good life ahead and. I'm so sorry if i made u feel a lil awkward or uneasy whenever i was around/ near to you. it's just like an instinctive action which made me act like a fools in front of you.
but from now on. . . im not goin to see you again, i gonna keep those memories.thanks again :')
j-
huuh?
my dad told me yestrday after fetching me from librry.
he wants me to stay over at 'islamic school' 2 weeks before SPM.so that
i can F.O.C.U.S on studies. . i mean LAST MINUTE STUDIES.
he wants to pay for everything.. . . coz the sch was like 'private'/swasta school
then i was extremely shocked with the news. I dont want to stay in the school for 4 WEEKS?!
(including the exam weeks) i cant even bear with staying for A WEEK at S.I.girl school last 2 years and now, he expects me to stay for a month?
i just dont want him to waste his money on me paying for the fees, and
me is goin to be like an isolated girl who has been banished from her lala-world and needs to adapt herself with the 'TOTALLY DIFFERENT' ambience(?!)
and i wonder how the people there gonna accept the new-comers like me. Grrrrr.
i just scared of disappoint him wth my result. yeah. after all his hardship, and pain haha
(lame joke)
when i told him that i dont want then he said, he wants to give the best for me.
and on. . and onn . . .
now, i wish that the school would call my dad and told him the school does not accept any new comers coz it's TOO LATE. PLEASE.PLEASE :]
but yeahs. if i have to then, i'll go. . :) imma good girl aite. it's a month not a year right? im FINE.
yeahs, maybe :/
pfft: i think he tried to convince me that IT'S REALLY GOOD to go to the school coz he thinks that the teacher would definitely 'spent some time' for me and help me so that i can do
'even better' for my exam( this 23rd NOV till 6Dec) gahh. so yeahs. he bought new phone for himself, and you know what's goin on right now right? (me was so conflicted )
so yeahs. to make myself feel BETTER, i decided to go orchard alone today. . .
even though the haze now is like blanketing the whole city and
i was like walking in the misty air
and waiting for my prince charming to accompany me . . . bahahah! now, that's anotha lame joke
but actually, the haze doesnt stop me from thinking over and over about the sch.
:/ a months ok. a months. it's a longggggggg week. :0
so yeahs. while having window shopping,I met my dad again, at orchard =.= and he gave me some money for shopping?
or mybe it was like the subtle 'way' to make me say yes. for the final decision?umm, well i guess yeah. hehe.
ok then, buhbye!
he wants me to stay over at 'islamic school' 2 weeks before SPM.so that
i can F.O.C.U.S on studies. . i mean LAST MINUTE STUDIES.
he wants to pay for everything.. . . coz the sch was like 'private'/swasta school
then i was extremely shocked with the news. I dont want to stay in the school for 4 WEEKS?!
(including the exam weeks) i cant even bear with staying for A WEEK at S.I.girl school last 2 years and now, he expects me to stay for a month?
i just dont want him to waste his money on me paying for the fees, and
me is goin to be like an isolated girl who has been banished from her lala-world and needs to adapt herself with the 'TOTALLY DIFFERENT' ambience(?!)
and i wonder how the people there gonna accept the new-comers like me. Grrrrr.
i just scared of disappoint him wth my result. yeah. after all his hardship, and pain haha
(lame joke)
when i told him that i dont want then he said, he wants to give the best for me.
and on. . and onn . . .
now, i wish that the school would call my dad and told him the school does not accept any new comers coz it's TOO LATE. PLEASE.PLEASE :]
but yeahs. if i have to then, i'll go. . :) imma good girl aite. it's a month not a year right? im FINE.
yeahs, maybe :/
pfft: i think he tried to convince me that IT'S REALLY GOOD to go to the school coz he thinks that the teacher would definitely 'spent some time' for me and help me so that i can do
'even better' for my exam( this 23rd NOV till 6Dec) gahh. so yeahs. he bought new phone for himself, and you know what's goin on right now right? (me was so conflicted )
so yeahs. to make myself feel BETTER, i decided to go orchard alone today. . .
even though the haze now is like blanketing the whole city and
i was like walking in the misty air
and waiting for my prince charming to accompany me . . . bahahah! now, that's anotha lame joke
but actually, the haze doesnt stop me from thinking over and over about the sch.
:/ a months ok. a months. it's a longggggggg week. :0
so yeahs. while having window shopping,I met my dad again, at orchard =.= and he gave me some money for shopping?
or mybe it was like the subtle 'way' to make me say yes. for the final decision?umm, well i guess yeah. hehe.
ok then, buhbye!
nothing better to do
im soo good at wasting time. that's why im here.my butt glued to the the chair and
my eyes were locked on the computer screen . geehee! i wanna go somewhere. window shopping or.. . yeah spending time at town. anyone? 'willingly' accompany me:/ im soo boring right now.
my eyes were locked on the computer screen . geehee! i wanna go somewhere. window shopping or.. . yeah spending time at town. anyone? 'willingly' accompany me:/ im soo boring right now.
so into maths. bluek
hye! now phone dah rosak. mmg kesian betullah. screen dah hilang
few days ago ada lah kena nag kejap. tapi nama pun kejap en
since duduk kat sini sape je i nak msg. kadang kadang sehari tu tk msg siapa lgsung
even kadang kadang esok pagi nk g skolah baru nak cari phone kat mana sgala.
ish ish.tragis benar.
tengok lah betapa tak penting phone saya sejak berada disini.
tak pernah sekali pun org hantar msg picisan seperti
: hYe aWaK nK kEnAalan bOleH?
then lepas brapa saat tak balas . .
: aLa Awk Niew coMBunK nyERW.
atau kalau balas tny siapa ni and mana dpt no (nak jugak i jadi gedikk bersama tuh)
: aLaU Ite Ckp siaAPa aWk jgn Maaaarrah Taww :-)
choi benar. kalau ratio duduk di SANA dengan ratio duduk disini, menerima msg sebgitu,
kira kira kalau nak kira ala ala 10:0
kalau duk disana sminggu dpn 10 msg mcm tu, tapi kat sini seminggu = kosong. setahun? NONE.
pergh.patutlah kawan facebook i tak meningkat. gagagaga.
ok tu saje.TAK GUNA phne slalu pun still rosak...(sila salahkan jenama phone berkenaan kononnya tk tahan lama) -.-' sekarang tgh pujuk ayah tersayang (tetiba ngaku . . )
suruh beli phone baru untuk DIA sendiri. phone lama bagi saya ya? terima kasih.
perkataan phone lama mmg menjengkelkan. tapi bila phone lama tu is directly proportional to ----> iphone
mucullah satu equation baru tak payah guna y=kx lagi dah -.-'
x=y+k^2 atau. . . phone lama = iphone + dua kali i cakap i nak. i nak. (kuasa dua)
senang kan equation tu? tak payah pakai matrices inverse segala pun dah dapat jawapan.
ok gelabah betul. sekarang i nak buat kek cokelat untk ayah. esok nak bawak g shopping, lusa nak pegi tgk movie sama sama tulat nak ajak berkelah. ok tak ok tak? :p
mengarut lah aku. sampai disini sahaja. doakan i berjaya dapat iphone eh SPM
org kata doa lebih usaha takda takde guna. eh doa tu berguna tau. kalau sepuluh orang doa
dpt berkat 10 kali buat spm nnti keke:)
few days ago ada lah kena nag kejap. tapi nama pun kejap en
since duduk kat sini sape je i nak msg. kadang kadang sehari tu tk msg siapa lgsung
even kadang kadang esok pagi nk g skolah baru nak cari phone kat mana sgala.
ish ish.tragis benar.
tengok lah betapa tak penting phone saya sejak berada disini.
tak pernah sekali pun org hantar msg picisan seperti
: hYe aWaK nK kEnAalan bOleH?
then lepas brapa saat tak balas . .
: aLa Awk Niew coMBunK nyERW.
atau kalau balas tny siapa ni and mana dpt no (nak jugak i jadi gedikk bersama tuh)
: aLaU Ite Ckp siaAPa aWk jgn Maaaarrah Taww :-)
choi benar. kalau ratio duduk di SANA dengan ratio duduk disini, menerima msg sebgitu,
kira kira kalau nak kira ala ala 10:0
kalau duk disana sminggu dpn 10 msg mcm tu, tapi kat sini seminggu = kosong. setahun? NONE.
pergh.patutlah kawan facebook i tak meningkat. gagagaga.
ok tu saje.TAK GUNA phne slalu pun still rosak...(sila salahkan jenama phone berkenaan kononnya tk tahan lama) -.-' sekarang tgh pujuk ayah tersayang (tetiba ngaku . . )
suruh beli phone baru untuk DIA sendiri. phone lama bagi saya ya? terima kasih.
perkataan phone lama mmg menjengkelkan. tapi bila phone lama tu is directly proportional to ----> iphone
mucullah satu equation baru tak payah guna y=kx lagi dah -.-'
x=y+k^2 atau. . . phone lama = iphone + dua kali i cakap i nak. i nak. (kuasa dua)
senang kan equation tu? tak payah pakai matrices inverse segala pun dah dapat jawapan.
ok gelabah betul. sekarang i nak buat kek cokelat untk ayah. esok nak bawak g shopping, lusa nak pegi tgk movie sama sama tulat nak ajak berkelah. ok tak ok tak? :p
mengarut lah aku. sampai disini sahaja. doakan i berjaya dapat
org kata doa lebih usaha takda takde guna. eh doa tu berguna tau. kalau sepuluh orang doa
dpt berkat 10 kali buat spm nnti keke:)
changed,
I changed the song coz i dont want listen to a song which remind me of -you-know-who-am-i-referring-to- I guess it's a good try(: i dont want to be trapped in this cryptic feeling anymore.
waiting for somethg that me myself, unsure whether it can be real.
and if it's going to be reality, me myself,would definitely left in dubious. . . :0
grr
so yeah!
past few days i've been so busy helping out my mum organizing somethg like 'party'
sort of. . . :/ and it was extremely TIRING!
wait. i need to go now. mwah mwh! SEE YOU PEPPOS(:
waiting for somethg that me myself, unsure whether it can be real.
and if it's going to be reality, me myself,would definitely left in dubious. . . :0
grr
so yeah!
past few days i've been so busy helping out my mum organizing somethg like 'party'
sort of. . . :/ and it was extremely TIRING!
wait. i need to go now. mwah mwh! SEE YOU PEPPOS(:
fast forward.
dan sebenarnya.
mission impossible saya tu sgt besar/penting/menakutkan/dan sebagainya
hingga kini saya masih tak pasti tindakan saya betul ke tidak
wahai pembaca sekalian (bajet ah ramai tgh baca)
sila doakan saya berjaya.
walaupun anda sendiri tk tahu apa is kandungan agenda saya dalam misi saya
yang dimulakan sejak umm, e few days ago?
jgn risau. misi ini takkan melukakan/menyakitkan/memudaratkan org2
yang mendoakan kejayaan misi ini.
tapi kalau tak berjaya. mungkin saya yg merana. sikit lah
tak sukalah dramatik sgt
but yeah. even saya tk pasti tindakan sy ni betul ke tak, saya ke try
no matter what. BETTER TRY THEN NEVER.
ek'elleh. gila lah poyos.
sekian
mission impossible saya tu sgt besar/penting/menakutkan/dan sebagainya
hingga kini saya masih tak pasti tindakan saya betul ke tidak
wahai pembaca sekalian (bajet ah ramai tgh baca)
sila doakan saya berjaya.
walaupun anda sendiri tk tahu apa is kandungan agenda saya dalam misi saya
yang dimulakan sejak umm, e few days ago?
jgn risau. misi ini takkan melukakan/menyakitkan/memudaratkan org2
yang mendoakan kejayaan misi ini.
tapi kalau tak berjaya. mungkin saya yg merana. sikit lah
tak sukalah dramatik sgt
but yeah. even saya tk pasti tindakan sy ni betul ke tak, saya ke try
no matter what. BETTER TRY THEN NEVER.
ek'elleh. gila lah poyos.
sekian
hello people!
ok harini berazam nak menghadap sejarah.
tahulah minggu lepas dah hadap SEMUA SUBJEK
except for sejarah. kekeke. tapi hadap je. bukan lah efektif mana pun
nak tahu tak?
(eleh macam dalam majalah ape je nak berkuiz kuiz NAK TAHU TAK)
HAHA!
ok cerita macam ni. i lupa my own blog url
lepastu igt vicarious thought je. then i bukak vicariousthoughtdotblogspotdotcom.
then suddenly keluar tah apa punya post and i tgk PELIK GILA,
i mean bukan pelik apalah. its like mana tulisan i segala? mana? mana?
terus patah hati. rasa macam ada org mempergunakan blog ksyg ai. (cheii)
dlm brapa saat then i igt balik my ur yg betul2 punya/YAY
lalu adalah sesi jejak kasih antara tuan punya blog and blog beliauu (i lah tu)
ok tu saja. agak agak melalui tone saya menulis
awakk perasan tak mood saya macam mana harini. AHAHA!
sekarang dah 2pm. i belum mandi dari pagi. ni lah akibatnya bila
si pemalas dah habis sekolah. takde keja.
by the way. . . . .
KALAU MISSION TU BERJAYA, I BAGITAHU SATU BLOG. KALAU TAK BERJAYA I DIAM dan nyorok bawah katil. ok? lawak la tu.
psst: mission ni tkde kena mngena nggn spm. tolonglah wei.
tahulah minggu lepas dah hadap SEMUA SUBJEK
except for sejarah. kekeke. tapi hadap je. bukan lah efektif mana pun
nak tahu tak?
(eleh macam dalam majalah ape je nak berkuiz kuiz NAK TAHU TAK)
HAHA!
ok cerita macam ni. i lupa my own blog url
lepastu igt vicarious thought je. then i bukak vicariousthoughtdotblogspotdotcom.
then suddenly keluar tah apa punya post and i tgk PELIK GILA,
i mean bukan pelik apalah. its like mana tulisan i segala? mana? mana?
terus patah hati. rasa macam ada org mempergunakan blog ksyg ai. (cheii)
dlm brapa saat then i igt balik my ur yg betul2 punya/YAY
lalu adalah sesi jejak kasih antara tuan punya blog and blog beliauu (i lah tu)
ok tu saja. agak agak melalui tone saya menulis
awakk perasan tak mood saya macam mana harini. AHAHA!
sekarang dah 2pm. i belum mandi dari pagi. ni lah akibatnya bila
si pemalas dah habis sekolah. takde keja.
by the way. . . . .
IM ON MISSION. DO NOT DISTURB.
KALAU MISSION TU BERJAYA, I BAGITAHU SATU BLOG. KALAU TAK BERJAYA I DIAM dan nyorok bawah katil. ok? lawak la tu.
psst: mission ni tkde kena mngena nggn spm. tolonglah wei.
___
ohwai! i dreamt about someone last night. it was extremely sweet(!) sweeter than anything.
it feels like i was completely living in the real dream land.
and if i have an option, i'd choose to be in that 'dream' forever
awaken by the loud shrieks of the alarm clock, i discovered that
it was just a DREAM. it was so frustrating and disheartening.'
if you're just a passerby ,i can assure that u would not
interfere in my life as often as you did till then
=.="
Maybe we're friends and maybe we're more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder*
it feels like i was completely living in the real dream land.
and if i have an option, i'd choose to be in that 'dream' forever
awaken by the loud shrieks of the alarm clock, i discovered that
it was just a DREAM. it was so frustrating and disheartening.'
if you're just a passerby ,i can assure that u would not
interfere in my life as often as you did till then
=.="
Maybe we're friends and maybe we're more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder*
whoa?
ada benda yg tak best bila i dah 'declare' dengan somebody yg we're besfren. tak kisah lah ngan sesiapa pun.. yang penting once kita dah macam 'homaigod dia ni baik betullah. jom jadi bestfren dia?hot pulak tu bijak bestari ke apa sebagainya pulak tu. mesti besh kalau jadi bestfran dia.jom lah jom. kena jadi bestie ni KENA?!..
first word: EEEeek
as i went through the up-and-down-of-life, all i could say is, when i was in the strong friendship bond with somebody, I couldn't see the imperfection in my 'bestfren'. bestfran(s) are just TOO PERFECT. Even when they did somethang which can hurt my feeling, i'd just say umm it's okay. coz she's my bestfran.
second word: double eeEEk. sheer stupidity.
dear, bestfren(s) you hurt me more then I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love and care for you more then you deserve, why am I such a fool?
urgh
each time i see my fb profile,
i keep crossing my two fingers.
hopping that she'd post something on my wall
or.. bla bla bla.
each time i log on to my ym.
i'd definitely hope that she appears 'online'
and each time i see my phone.
i always hope that her name would flash on the
phone screen. WITHOUT me start the convo -.-
when i saw her name, appeared ONLINE on any social net,
i feel my heart jumping around with joy. i mean yeah. i really want to be
'near her'
BUT THEN . .
urgh. i shouldnt continue writing this crapps.
it hurts me. badly.
you dont need to do the 'ritual' of saying hi.hello.missy.lovey.dovey.sweetie.yippy.thingy. to
show me your 'care' i dont need them if i actually know that u didnt mean it.
this is not about unrequited love.
well, it's mybe an UNREQUITED friendship.
er sortt of.. . .
if u actually know that we're actually in the brink of saying goodbye to each other.
i keep crossing my two fingers.
hopping that she'd post something on my wall
or.. bla bla bla.
each time i log on to my ym.
i'd definitely hope that she appears 'online'
and each time i see my phone.
i always hope that her name would flash on the
phone screen. WITHOUT me start the convo -.-
when i saw her name, appeared ONLINE on any social net,
i feel my heart jumping around with joy. i mean yeah. i really want to be
'near her'
BUT THEN . .
urgh. i shouldnt continue writing this crapps.
it hurts me. badly.
you dont need to do the 'ritual' of saying hi.hello.missy.lovey.dovey.sweetie.yippy.thingy. to
show me your 'care' i dont need them if i actually know that u didnt mean it.
this is not about unrequited love.
well, it's mybe an UNREQUITED friendship.
er sortt of.. . .
if u actually know that we're actually in the brink of saying goodbye to each other.
but,
im so sleepy right now.
but i just couldnt sleep.
wonder what am i thinking about right now.
ish.hearto
but i just couldnt sleep.
wonder what am i thinking about right now.
ish.hearto
awan yang terpilu oh sungguh panjang tajuk entri
yelah. maklum kan semua, harini last day of school OK!
jangan terkejut i dah habis pereksa tapi masih tak berapa nak bahagia sekarang
so tadi pergi clbrate bdae kawan. tapi i tak makan sebab restoran tersebut tak halal. pfft. dayum tk dayum. dah la kelaparan-,- duit dalam poket ada lima belas dollar. apa lah sgt kepingan 5 belas doler tu dengan makanan kat tempat tu. nak order ais kosong pun aku curiga dgn harganya. lantas, langkah selamat buat buat lah muka bahagia teman sahabat handai kannn =.='
last last time nak balik,i sesat di ion orchard. bayang lah sikit orang lapar cari jalan pulang rumah
memang sah tak jumpa. . . lepas bertapak punyalah JAUH sorang sorang dengan uniform sekolah lagi bagai. tangan kat sbelah dah pegang cotton on punya plastik.rasa macam tahape hape je. jalan sornag-.- dah nama pegi orchard. jgn lepaskan peluang gunakan senjata 15 dollar tadik! (: HAHAH!
ok akhir cerita dapat lah balik. tapi bab awan yang terpiluu tu bukan sebab
lapar sebenarnyaa. sebab sebenarbenarnya. sgt memilukan bila
i pergi skolah pukul 11.20 (malaslah dtg awal walaupun potensi nak jumpa__ agak tinggi)
tapi malang sekali smpai depan kelas pintu dah la kunci sebab diorg on aircond kot? bila teacher masuk baru switch off-.-' i pun terpaksa lah bertapa depan kelas smbil cuci mata harap harap jumpa la bayang ___ haha!
punyalah tak seronok. nak sambut farewell berdua pun tak sempat.sebab TAK NAMPAK LANGSUNG ___ choi! (ok sungguh tu dlm mimpi nak smbut farewell sgala)
pastu calling2 cikgu sebab i dah malas nak pegi pusing satu skolah nak cari cikgu pemegang gambar club (DNI pictures) i. so yeah. dah jumpa cikgu.. cikgu tu pulak buat lawak,. lepas i amik gmbar tu, cikgu tu cakap dengan slmmber..
did u see __ in sch today? (my reaction: freak out! ohmy?!)
then i tergagagap cakap tak sure. then the teacher said
if u see ___ , please ask him to take the pics from me.
AND I WAS LIKE. if u actually know that i've not talk to him since... he had spellbound me with the love in the air.. ERR. tu memang over. so yeah. i keep those words in my mind.
and the teacher was like ulang2 suruh i carik dia. and even told me which pictures he bought, then showed me HIS PHONE NUMBER. tgk betapa byk nya info i dpat harini. tp malu lah kan takkan nak amik phn number tu, kalau ikut tak malu amik ah:D
finally i said. oh mybe he's still having class right now. FUHH LEGA-.-'
jangan terkejut i dah habis pereksa tapi masih tak berapa nak bahagia sekarang
so tadi pergi clbrate bdae kawan. tapi i tak makan sebab restoran tersebut tak halal. pfft. dayum tk dayum. dah la kelaparan-,- duit dalam poket ada lima belas dollar. apa lah sgt kepingan 5 belas doler tu dengan makanan kat tempat tu. nak order ais kosong pun aku curiga dgn harganya. lantas, langkah selamat buat buat lah muka bahagia teman sahabat handai kannn =.='
last last time nak balik,i sesat di ion orchard. bayang lah sikit orang lapar cari jalan pulang rumah
memang sah tak jumpa. . . lepas bertapak punyalah JAUH sorang sorang dengan uniform sekolah lagi bagai. tangan kat sbelah dah pegang cotton on punya plastik.rasa macam tahape hape je. jalan sornag-.- dah nama pegi orchard. jgn lepaskan peluang gunakan senjata 15 dollar tadik! (: HAHAH!
ok akhir cerita dapat lah balik. tapi bab awan yang terpiluu tu bukan sebab
lapar sebenarnyaa. sebab sebenarbenarnya. sgt memilukan bila
i pergi skolah pukul 11.20 (malaslah dtg awal walaupun potensi nak jumpa__ agak tinggi)
tapi malang sekali smpai depan kelas pintu dah la kunci sebab diorg on aircond kot? bila teacher masuk baru switch off-.-' i pun terpaksa lah bertapa depan kelas smbil cuci mata harap harap jumpa la bayang ___ haha!
punyalah tak seronok. nak sambut farewell berdua pun tak sempat.sebab TAK NAMPAK LANGSUNG ___ choi! (ok sungguh tu dlm mimpi nak smbut farewell sgala)
pastu calling2 cikgu sebab i dah malas nak pegi pusing satu skolah nak cari cikgu pemegang gambar club (DNI pictures) i. so yeah. dah jumpa cikgu.. cikgu tu pulak buat lawak,. lepas i amik gmbar tu, cikgu tu cakap dengan slmmber..
did u see __ in sch today? (my reaction: freak out! ohmy?!)
then i tergagagap cakap tak sure. then the teacher said
if u see ___ , please ask him to take the pics from me.
AND I WAS LIKE. if u actually know that i've not talk to him since... he had spellbound me with the love in the air.. ERR. tu memang over. so yeah. i keep those words in my mind.
and the teacher was like ulang2 suruh i carik dia. and even told me which pictures he bought, then showed me HIS PHONE NUMBER. tgk betapa byk nya info i dpat harini. tp malu lah kan takkan nak amik phn number tu, kalau ikut tak malu amik ah:D
finally i said. oh mybe he's still having class right now. FUHH LEGA-.-'
tapi jauh jauh sbenarnya teringin lah nak terserempak. tapi tah lah.kalau
ni lah pengakhirannya. redha sungguh lah saya disini. tsssssssssssssk!
happy upcoming birthday GUESS GUESS! be happy and
be prettay! hahaahrs(: i wish i could see u wearing a dress someday
sweetie sixteen:D
ni lah pengakhirannya. redha sungguh lah saya disini. tsssssssssssssk!
happy upcoming birthday GUESS GUESS! be happy and
be prettay! hahaahrs(: i wish i could see u wearing a dress someday
sweetie sixteen:D
random 103
I need to continue revising for spm(mlaysia o level) otherwise, im all the way down..
tssk. i kno im soo goin to flunk most of my subjects.
or mybe ALL of my subject. seriously i've less than a month to revise all subjects that
normal students cover up for 2 YEARS. and me? self-study like errr
being dragged into this situation, i dont want to point a finger to anybody especially my dad.
he was the one who kind offorced me to take this exam.
and me, reminded him repeatedly (not once) that IM SOO NOT GOING TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN. i mean yeah. dont expect distinction for this time coz i know i cant.
he said. dont fear failure. :0 (ouh im touched. but still. . . )
thanks for the people who encourages me and equally, there were some people who're NOT.
they even being extreme-sarcastic towards me. it was like COMPLETELY sickening.
i dont want to lose respect in them just because of this minor thingy. so i keep reminding myself that they're different. they just had no chance to be in my shoes. we're in the DIFERRENT boat.
like seriously when i met all this kind of people, i saw myself slapping them in instance. luckily it was merely my imagination. HEHE. i do not have a heart to do that btw(:
when i look at this picture, my heart sank. i couldnt find myself in this picture
me: out of picture and out of the venue haha!
i was so unfortunate. i just had a chance to be in this club for less than a year:/
i love my cca. yay! despite of the 'cool' name of the club, me like the teachers too! they're cool:D
tssk. i kno im soo goin to flunk most of my subjects.
or mybe ALL of my subject. seriously i've less than a month to revise all subjects that
normal students cover up for 2 YEARS. and me? self-study like errr
being dragged into this situation, i dont want to point a finger to anybody especially my dad.
he was the one who kind of
and me, reminded him repeatedly (not once) that IM SOO NOT GOING TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN. i mean yeah. dont expect distinction for this time coz i know i cant.
he said. dont fear failure. :0 (ouh im touched. but still. . . )
thanks for the people who encourages me and equally, there were some people who're NOT.
they even being extreme-sarcastic towards me. it was like COMPLETELY sickening.
i dont want to lose respect in them just because of this minor thingy. so i keep reminding myself that they're different. they just had no chance to be in my shoes. we're in the DIFERRENT boat.
like seriously when i met all this kind of people, i saw myself slapping them in instance. luckily it was merely my imagination. HEHE. i do not have a heart to do that btw(:
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when i look at this picture, my heart sank. i couldnt find myself in this picture
WHY?WHY?! that was soo unfair. :((
tak aci sungguh :0 (meet my CCA club members! hehe.)me: out of picture and out of the venue haha!
i was so unfortunate. i just had a chance to be in this club for less than a year:/
i love my cca. yay! despite of the 'cool' name of the club, me like the teachers too! they're cool:D
pimpom.
well yeahs. god knows how boring i was staying at home
on the very first day of holiday aka
NO-MORE-SCHOOL-TILL-NEXT YEAR.
yikes(!)
I miss school. i cant believe i said this.back then,
sch was the weirdest place that i've ever been
weird much?
i met weird people. made weird friends . studied weird subjects . and conversed about the weird topics .
IN SCHOOL.
geeezz (;
but then.
at least, I've something
to look forward on the next day.
friends.books.lessons.teachers.assignments.library. canteen ;p haha!
and err..
yeahs. - u know who i am referring to aite?-
nvm, lets start my very brand new day! okay?
today me started with physic.what's next(:
I lose sight of you. well i think im fine.
on the very first day of holiday aka
NO-MORE-SCHOOL-TILL-NEXT YEAR.
yikes(!)
I miss school. i cant believe i said this.back then,
sch was the weirdest place that i've ever been
weird much?
i met weird people. made weird friends . studied weird subjects . and conversed about the weird topics .
IN SCHOOL.
geeezz (;
but then.
at least, I've something
to look forward on the next day.
friends.books.lessons.teachers.assignments.library. canteen ;p haha!
and err..
yeahs. - u know who i am referring to aite?-
nvm, lets start my very brand new day! okay?
today me started with physic.what's next(:
I lose sight of you. well i think im fine.
tententen
woosh woosh! thanks a lot. panjang umur lagi.
kalau tak mungkin semua pun dah berakhir semalam
serious.
bye.
0.0
kalau tak mungkin semua pun dah berakhir semalam
serious.
bye.
0.0
please.please
today i almost burst into tears for TWO REASONS.
1) . . . someboday treating me like -who-cares-about-your-feeling-if-i-shout-at-you-because you're-so-dumb-to-ask -this-kind-of-qn'
i said ohkay (without knowing what am i suppose to do)i just about to cry =.=' well i think he realized that I didnt ans his qn. then he came again to my table and slowly explain what shoud i do. I just 'hmm' then he left.
FINE.
second it's because the paper today was unexpectedly DIFFICULT. it's like i've studied so much yet the tricky questions withe the cryptic sentences blinded me from answering the qn! OHMY!
and the worst. most of the crucial topics i've covered. NONE OF THEM CAME OUT. like ey!
ok thats it.away for 3 days. one more paper to go . . .
hello homeland! goodbye people(':
1) . . . someboday treating me like -who-cares-about-your-feeling-if-i-shout-at-you-because you're-so-dumb-to-ask -this-kind-of-qn'
i said ohkay (without knowing what am i suppose to do)i just about to cry =.=' well i think he realized that I didnt ans his qn. then he came again to my table and slowly explain what shoud i do. I just 'hmm' then he left.
FINE.
second it's because the paper today was unexpectedly DIFFICULT. it's like i've studied so much yet the tricky questions withe the cryptic sentences blinded me from answering the qn! OHMY!
and the worst. most of the crucial topics i've covered. NONE OF THEM CAME OUT. like ey!
ok thats it.away for 3 days. one more paper to go . . .
hello homeland! goodbye people(':
littlest confession
actually i wanna keep myself from updating
my blog till i finally completing my exam's week.
but somehow, I just couldn't bear with my own thoughts.
haunting me every nanosecond and yeahs. I feel weird.
lets not talk about exam by the way.
everything was JUST FINE. no worries.
It's not considered as an EXAM if it's way too easy.
so yeahs. so far for all subject that i've taken..
It's merely an average. Well i hope my result wont be
as what i said : AVERAGE.
hurm, back to the main point. (my littlest confession)
recently, i often reflect myself
not in the mirror, neither on the back of the spoon while i was having my lunch
I was reflecting about my attitude. weirdos.
I feel sorry to myself. and sorry to the people around me
now, Im hating a person within a second and freak out over something
without the specific reason. :/
right now im still pondering about this
at times, when i started to think about this i often remind myself NOT TO
repeat this. and forgiving peppos is the easiest way.
but then once i said to myself
'oh fine let's start everythg all over again'
my mind would definitely said NO.
it's either because i just dont want to be hurt
or mybe, i just dont want to waste my time
forgiving the people that should not be forgiven
humm..
again, i dont want to be different.
I wish i could restart my life all over again.
I want new life. new friends. new acquaintance .
new ambience. it's not about being rich/popular
it's about being appreciated by people and
being a person who can be respected. I want to lead a good life
today. tomorrow and forever.
I want to erase all my mistakes as if i have an eraser
to ensure that this can be done in instant.
lastly, I hope all my wishes is not insurmountable
but everything seems too vague. away from me.
my blog till i finally completing my exam's week.
but somehow, I just couldn't bear with my own thoughts.
haunting me every nanosecond and yeahs. I feel weird.
lets not talk about exam by the way.
everything was JUST FINE. no worries.
It's not considered as an EXAM if it's way too easy.
so yeahs. so far for all subject that i've taken..
It's merely an average. Well i hope my result wont be
as what i said : AVERAGE.
hurm, back to the main point. (my littlest confession)
recently, i often reflect myself
not in the mirror, neither on the back of the spoon while i was having my lunch
I was reflecting about my attitude. weirdos.
I feel sorry to myself. and sorry to the people around me
now, Im hating a person within a second and freak out over something
without the specific reason. :/
right now im still pondering about this
at times, when i started to think about this i often remind myself NOT TO
repeat this. and forgiving peppos is the easiest way.
but then once i said to myself
'oh fine let's start everythg all over again'
my mind would definitely said NO.
it's either because i just dont want to be hurt
or mybe, i just dont want to waste my time
forgiving the people that should not be forgiven
humm..
again, i dont want to be different.
I wish i could restart my life all over again.
I want new life. new friends. new acquaintance .
new ambience. it's not about being rich/popular
it's about being appreciated by people and
being a person who can be respected. I want to lead a good life
today. tomorrow and forever.
I want to erase all my mistakes as if i have an eraser
to ensure that this can be done in instant.
lastly, I hope all my wishes is not insurmountable
but everything seems too vague. away from me.
im sho ready!
oh yeahs!
It's quite encouraging to see myself typing (IM SOO READY)
it's like i ve armed myself with the sword and im so ready to be part of
the other warriors.
OHYEAHS!
whata hell im talking about yeahs(:
Im sitting for my 4th paper (N's)
even though it's actually teh 4th paper(i repeat, 4th)
i still can feel the nervousness of sitting for the major exam tis year(:
to be more exact. it's tomorrow! whOOOa!
I told yeahs, Prelim result were GOOD. but still, im expecting much much better result ok?
why 4th paper? bewildered with MY STATEMENT?
haha! 3 weeks ago we did our first 3 papers. English, Mother Tongue and Social studies:)
for the tmr and subsequent days, i'll be taking Physic Chemisty paper 1,2,3 and 4.
then, MATHS , then maths2 and geography!
(i havent finish revising abt alleviate the uneven develpment dey!)
and the very last paper is. . . . . Design and technology! Hoyeahs!
ok thats all. Best of luck owait:D bye!
away to the battle field. HAHA!
It's quite encouraging to see myself typing (IM SOO READY)
it's like i ve armed myself with the sword and im so ready to be part of
the other warriors.
OHYEAHS!
whata hell im talking about yeahs(:
Im sitting for my 4th paper (N's)
even though it's actually teh 4th paper(i repeat, 4th)
i still can feel the nervousness of sitting for the major exam tis year(:
to be more exact. it's tomorrow! whOOOa!
I told yeahs, Prelim result were GOOD. but still, im expecting much much better result ok?
why 4th paper? bewildered with MY STATEMENT?
haha! 3 weeks ago we did our first 3 papers. English, Mother Tongue and Social studies:)
for the tmr and subsequent days, i'll be taking Physic Chemisty paper 1,2,3 and 4.
then, MATHS , then maths2 and geography!
(i havent finish revising abt alleviate the uneven develpment dey!)
and the very last paper is. . . . . Design and technology! Hoyeahs!
ok thats all. Best of luck owait:D bye!
away to the battle field. HAHA!
10.
that was so sweet.
i just cant get u off my head.
even though i know the time is gettin nearer
aww.
nice yaw!
could i be more gedik than today?
HAHA! shorrty me.
i just cant get u off my head.
even though i know the time is gettin nearer
aww.
nice yaw!
could i be more gedik than today?
HAHA! shorrty me.
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