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I need to continue revising for spm(mlaysia o level) otherwise, im all the way down..
tssk. i kno im soo goin to flunk most of my subjects.
or mybe ALL of my subject. seriously i've less than a month to revise all subjects that
normal students cover up for 2 YEARS. and me? self-study like errr
being dragged into this situation, i dont want to point a finger to anybody especially my dad.
he was the one who kind of forced me to take this exam.
and me, reminded him repeatedly (not once) that IM SOO NOT GOING TO MAKE THIS HAPPEN. i mean yeah. dont expect distinction for this time coz i know i cant.
he said. dont fear failure. :0 (ouh im touched. but still. . . )

thanks for the people who encourages me and equally, there were some people who're NOT.
they even being extreme-sarcastic towards me. it was like COMPLETELY sickening.
i dont want to lose respect in them just because of this minor thingy. so i keep reminding myself that they're different. they just had no chance to be in my shoes. we're in the DIFERRENT boat.
like seriously when i met all this kind of people, i saw myself slapping them in instance. luckily it was merely my imagination. HEHE. i do not have a heart to do that btw(:




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when i look at this picture, my heart sank. i couldnt find myself in this picture
WHY?WHY?! that was soo unfair. :((
tak aci sungguh :0 (meet my CCA club members! hehe.)
me: out of picture and out of the venue haha!

i was so unfortunate. i just had a chance to be in this club for less than a year:/
i love my cca. yay! despite of the 'cool' name of the club, me like the teachers too! they're cool:D