my dad told me yestrday after fetching me from librry.
he wants me to stay over at 'islamic school' 2 weeks before SPM.so that
i can F.O.C.U.S on studies. . i mean LAST MINUTE STUDIES.
he wants to pay for everything.. . . coz the sch was like 'private'/swasta school
then i was extremely shocked with the news. I dont want to stay in the school for 4 WEEKS?!
(including the exam weeks) i cant even bear with staying for A WEEK at S.I.girl school last 2 years and now, he expects me to stay for a month?
i just dont want him to waste his money on me paying for the fees, and
me is goin to be like an isolated girl who has been banished from her lala-world and needs to adapt herself with the 'TOTALLY DIFFERENT' ambience(?!)
and i wonder how the people there gonna accept the new-comers like me. Grrrrr.
i just scared of disappoint him wth my result. yeah. after all his hardship, and pain haha
(lame joke)
when i told him that i dont want then he said, he wants to give the best for me.
and on. . and onn . . .
now, i wish that the school would call my dad and told him the school does not accept any new comers coz it's TOO LATE. PLEASE.PLEASE :]
but yeahs. if i have to then, i'll go. . :) imma good girl aite. it's a month not a year right? im FINE.
yeahs, maybe :/
pfft: i think he tried to convince me that IT'S REALLY GOOD to go to the school coz he thinks that the teacher would definitely 'spent some time' for me and help me so that i can do
'even better' for my exam( this 23rd NOV till 6Dec) gahh. so yeahs. he bought new phone for himself, and you know what's goin on right now right? (me was so conflicted )
so yeahs. to make myself feel BETTER, i decided to go orchard alone today. . .
even though the haze now is like blanketing the whole city and
i was like walking in the misty air
and waiting for my prince charming to accompany me . . . bahahah! now, that's anotha lame joke
but actually, the haze doesnt stop me from thinking over and over about the sch.
:/ a months ok. a months. it's a longggggggg week. :0
so yeahs. while having window shopping,I met my dad again, at orchard =.= and he gave me some money for shopping?
or mybe it was like the subtle 'way' to make me say yes. for the final decision?umm, well i guess yeah. hehe.
ok then, buhbye!
