I can't pretend that my life's 'good' right now.
but i'll try to hide the awful parts of it.
I'll try to make myself happy and not tend to be recluse
not to mention, bein secluded frm others
i just hate that kind of feeling.
sometimes im tired of trying makin others happy
but sometimes i ended up with failure of doing that.
by tht time,
I alwys wish that THEY 'd come and give some courage
and make my life even brighter fruitful and enjoyable.
unfortunately, theres none of them shows their
care abt me. not even my bestfriend.
and somehow i feel like pinching myself
to ensure my existence in this world.
but i'll try to hide the awful parts of it.
I'll try to make myself happy and not tend to be recluse
not to mention, bein secluded frm others
i just hate that kind of feeling.
sometimes im tired of trying makin others happy
but sometimes i ended up with failure of doing that.
by tht time,
I alwys wish that THEY 'd come and give some courage
and make my life even brighter fruitful and enjoyable.
unfortunately, theres none of them shows their
care abt me. not even my bestfriend.
and somehow i feel like pinching myself
to ensure my existence in this world.
life is simple but its just not easy.
-fitrah-
