It's like err.. an envisage or something?
hush.
somehow I think its fair enough to put the blame on
all social net.
which had immensely affect my lively life.
I just hate them for certain reasons.
but still. I have insufficient excuse
to make myself stay away from all this craps. ok. for me SN just
making me feel like being with my lovely people
at every nanosecond of my life.
sudah. pembuka kata panjang berjela.
cerita senang, lately rasa mcm rindu rinduan kat ramaiii orang.
seriously. so yeah. i messaged them and received tons of great feedback from them
aku assumed diorg fikir mcm ni sblum msg aku:D
I GONNA SPEND SOME MONEY FOR MY long-distance FRIEND;) YAY.
tapi tapi. lately jugak (act dah lama)sbb ASDFBFNHMGFDSHJ punya social networking,
aku jadi panas. fuyoh. sikit*
macam sedih kot.seriously. AKU DAH SEDAR BENDA NI DAH LAMA.
aku buat tk tahu je mcm :ok takpe takpe. dia ada life dia gak.
gila dah aku try. kita kena memahami. * aww banyak
tapi kan, ape masalah aku nk telan sebijik sebijik SEGALA penyakit HATI NI.
secara paksa pulak tu
while dia still tak faham atau buat buat tak faham atau mmg sbnrnya TAK PERASAN?
mcm aku dah lama tak kasi hints?ke? kot? err.
mcm dia kesah aku punya perasaan.
kan?
so yeah. aku diam je.
kadang kadang aku rasa mcm berharap aku tk pernah tahu
apa apa tentang benda yg boleh mengeratkan hubungan kau dan aku cewah*
thru internet ni.
pendek kata boleh tak kalau BAB baca benda yg
buat aku emo emo ni, boleh tak kalau aku jadi tkde perasaan kejap>?
sbb kadang kadang aku rapuh. aku kalah ngn kesabaran sendiri.
harini sekali lagi.
aku baca something. mmg bukan dari dia, tapi BERKAITAN dengan.
masa aku baca aku dah tersentak. aku mcm .. er OKAY. okay.
'dia buat mcm tu dgn_ tapi mana untuk aku?'
aku tahu ni bunyinya jealous.
tapi terang terang cerita, aku bukan jeles
cuma mcm err.
tapi biarlah. sebab bila semua ni jadi, at least aku sedar.
macam.macam.
sampai satu masa, aku rasa aku bodoh.
bila baca aku tulis my bestfriends
entah bila dia wujud entah bila dia hilang
kali ni, aku telan sekali lagi. semua.
*end*
no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every once in a while
they're going to hurt you every once in a while
